Thursday, March 12, 2009

oh so random~!

it's been 1 year and a half ;








and still have 4 years to go...i so can't wait!

hey~

i'm sorry.
here's the thing ; instead of privatizing this blog, i've created another blog, a private blog.
so this blog will stay the way it is, will not be privatized, at least not for now.
heeee, sorry again! ;p

Monday, March 9, 2009

ira says what?

i've decided, i'm going to privatise my blog in a few more days.
drop ur email if u wish to have an access to my blog.
thanks. :)

p/s : kepada those yg i've linked the blog, fellow friends, followers, whoever, kindly drop ur email okay! or ym me! i just feel the need to get track of my readers lately. so sorry for any inconvenience.

Friday, March 6, 2009

guys are so typical

guys are so typical.

when a guy wants to get to know a girl, he'll be the most most most gentle ever guy living on this earth. he'll do just anything to please the girl. he'll walk u home and walk u everywhere u wanna go, he'll ask for some friends to lend him some money so that he can go for a date and he'll tell u that u look beautiful though u have pimples all over ur face. i'm not saying that these are all wrong things to do. i mean, if he's willing to, why not?

but for most of the guys, these things are temporary. to me, it's okay if a guy doesn't want to walk me home if later he needs to walk double or triple the distance to reach his home. and i won't be complaining if my guy doesn't have money to go for a date, i mean, dating isn't all about the money, it's about spending time together. i don't mind if we have to buy some food at pasar malam because we don't have money. and obviously, he doesn't have to bluff about me looking all beautiful when i am at my worst, i really don't mind. but the point is, why some guys really work their ass out to get a girl, and when he finally get the girl, he'll start turning into a jerk?

some guys treat their girlfriends like shit. this is a simple example. u tell me, is it appropriate to call ur girlfriend by some names like 'bitch', 'bodo', 'sial' and 'murahan' when u guys are arguing and when things get better, u simply say 'sorry' and u'll start calling her 'sayang', 'baby', 'honey', 'bucuk' etc etc. oh senangnya? bila marah panggil 'bitch' bila sayang panggil 'baby' what the tut?before couple berani pulak janji 'i takkan hurt u mcm ur ex-boyfriend buat tu, i jaga u baik2 k syg' tapi lepas couple kau sama je mcm ex-bf perempuan tu what the tut?

that's just an example. there are many more. i have some friends who got beaten by their long-term boyfriends. and some boyfriends who really take control of their girlfriends' life to the extend that she can't befriend with a guy at all. i have some friends whose boyfriends are damn stingy that he doesn't even wanna spend a cent for his girlfriend.

they say the longer the relationship, the stronger is the love. but from what i observe, the longer the relationship, the higher is the tendency for u to take ur girlfriend/boyfriend for granted. that's because u think u've got it all. u think u're not gonna lose ur girlfriend because she loves u so much and that she needs u all her life so u'll start treating her like shit. u'll start to lose respect. yeah the truth hurts but that's what happening most of the time.

why? why do people change so easily? one day u can be so angelic so sweet so kind so gentleman and another day u can turn into a real b*stard who doesn't know how to appreciate people. oh yes i forgot, we're all actors and life is the stage. we're all acting in this cruel world. and some acting doesn't have any moral values and humanity at all.

it's sad to see some relationship breaks into pieces. some used to be the sweetest ever, but end up with a dreadful misery. if u're one of those who are going through the same thing, good luck and be strong! losing a jerk is better than keeping him for the rest of ur life seriously. sumpah tak rugi langsung kalau hilang lelaki tak guna yes there's really nothing to lose babe so be strong and move on!

oh this entry is a reflection of what's going on around me. of course, not every guy is a jerk, it just happened to me that i know a lot of these jerks.

p/s : u really don't know what u have until u lose it. TAKE IT FROM ME! *cube teka ayat sape??!!* hahahahahahahaha

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

nak tau tak?

nak tau tak ape ayat paling annoying dalam alam semesta?

"GO BACK AND READ UP"

aku pegi class dermatology, doctor ckp go back and read up.
aku pegi class pharmacology, doctor tu ckp go back and read up, will u do that?
aku pegi class pathology, doctor tu ckp lagi go back and read up tonight or else u will forget
paling tak boleh blah, aku pegi class community medicine pon, doctor tu ckp u go back and read epidemiology FAJNLKFTH2PRY219PU41UP2OEUUE`IU390`U42190U4 annoying!!

read up ReAD Up Read uP READ UP read up REAd up reAd UP reaD up GGRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!$$!$%^*$&!$#%^%$&*(%&*&^$%#$@!#!$!~$!@$!~$~!#$#~#$%^&^%*^%

why tak boleh settlekan pharmaco, patho, microb and forensic dulu for a year?
most of my friends blajar these 4 subjects dulu,
bila dah settle baru la blajar clinical subjects.

but here in my place, we have to learn EVERYTHING at once.
PHARMACOLOGY
PATHOLOGY
MICROBIOLOGY
FORENSIC MEDICINE
COMMUNITY MEDICINE
MEDICINE POSTING
SURGERY POSTING
DERMATOLOGY POSTING
OBSTETRIC AND GYNAECOLOGY POSTING
PEDIATRIC POSTING

later we'll have ENT POSTING, OPTHALMOLOGY POSTING and tah hape2 la lagi
and still we have to cope with pharmaco,patho,microb,forensic.

tak lawak ok.
ANNOYING.

ok, go back and read go back and read go back and read go back and read $!$!^#$^*&&^*%&#$Q$!$!$!$@%^&%**

thanks for the wonderful phrase, doctor(s)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

poison

everyone is capable of becoming one
angel too can turn into poison
no doubt about it

Monday, March 2, 2009

i miss u already...

it's amazing how time passes by. 1 day can be a really long and tiring day when u have to wait for something or someone to come up. on the other hand, 1 week can be a really short one when u're having the time of your life with your special one. and yes, last week was the shortest 1 week for me.

muka busuk i lepas dance class,
and muka budak kuat tdo yg 10 missed calls pun tak lut ;p



i wish time moves faster when he's away, but i wish time will be kind enough to stop a little while when he's with me. that's exactly what i feel. my little dinosour left for home sweet home last night and i miss him already :(

and today is a long long day. because he didn't return my messages. ran out of prepaid, and he has not yet purchase a new simcard. okay dimaafkan, i mean, i truly understand. but it's weird not to hear from him for hours. i kept sending messages to him. i don't care if it annoys him hahaha that's the aim anyway, if he gets annoyed, he'll have to tell me to stop and for that he will need to buy a new simcard and return my messages hehe :)

he recently regarded me as a clumsy one, which i kinda admit. when i walk, i walk like no one cares. yes sometimes i totally forgot that i am now in india and the fact that the road isn't always straight and smooth. yes jalan kat india memang penuh onak duri dan pancaroba and so when i walk, i tend to tersepak tu lah, terpele'ot la, tersangkut la and terpijak kaki orang la hahahaha and he went heart attack every time. and i still remember his words before he went back last night ; "nanti jalan elok2, tengok kalau ada lubang kat depan, ada batu ke ape, hati2 etc etc" now tell me how can i not love him when he cares even the smallest little thing about me? okay lepas ni i jalan tengok bawah je janji tak clumsy dah! *bole jadi muslimah sejati jalan tunduk bawah*

it's hardly 24 hours since u left but i miss u already. normalkah? take a good care of urself over there and have a blast in malaysia! rinddduuuuuuuuuuuu cepatlah online!


u igt u hensem ke b? ;p
(hensem hensem, bawak balik crunchie utk i k syg?)