yesterday, i went to Baptist Hospital for my clinical posting. i feel so much like a doctor!!!!! hahahah though i'm just a 2nd year medical student. we've just started our clinical posting at Baptist Hospital and i'm still in that 'jakun' mode, i can't help feeling as if i'm one of the doctors in that hospital, hahah forgive me for my jakunness! and when i go around the hospital with my lab coat on, the patients will start looking at me with piteous face seeking for treatment from me hahahahahha no no! that's just another episode of me daydreaming to become a doctor one day! amin :)
well, we were introduced to a surgeon, Dr. Renol. and guess what, he is sooooo coooooool! i fall in love with him! i mean, i fall in love with his passion as a surgeon. the first module of my clinical posting is surgery and he'll be the one in charge to teach us surgery. seriously, i can't wait. or is this a normal symptom of learning a new thing? ahahaha, i HOPE this enthusiasm doesn't fade after some time. i HOPE it'll remain there. oh yes, Dr Renol is fun, but he's so serious while teaching. that's because he emphasized so much that the responsibility as a doctor is VERY big. doctors play with people's life. and therefore, when it comes to study, we MUST take it seriously. yes, he's right. and at this very moment, i kinda fall in love more deeply with the field i'm in - medicine. and i can't wait to become a doctor. *waahhhh! is this really me??*
tomorrow i'll be going to the hospital again. we'll have our clinical posting every alternate day. i can't wait to deal with real living patients. yeah i mean, before dis, i only get to dissect the cadaver(mayat) and i can't wait to do that on living human being. *am not sure if we ever get to do this in the near future* btw, let's just hope.
oh remember about the radiating chest pain that i've been feeling all this while? yesterday, i finally went to see a doctor *setelah dibrain wash by azar* i told the doctor about the pain i've been feeling. i told him that the pain radiates to my left arm and in fact, i felt a little pain on my left forearm as well! the bad thing about being a medical student is, you can guess your own illness and it's damn scary mannnnn!!! chest pain which radiates to the left arm is the symptom of angina pectoris (which can lead to coronary heart disease) and i can't stop thinking if i'm having one!!ergghhh
as expected, i was then required to do get my ECG done. *ECG is electro cardiogram, to check for ur heart activity* seriously, it has never cross my mind that i would ever have to get myself all wired with that scary machine. then, the data was printed and i scrutinized the data, based from what i know, it looked normal but i wasn't all convinced *yela, mane tau ilmu tak cukup* so i went back to the doctor's office together with the data. he analyzed the data, and i was praying hard that my heart is normal.
"ur heart is normal", finally, he said that.
sumpah, senyum sendiri sampai ke telinga. rase nk lompat2 serious tak tipu.
"so what's the problem?what causes the pain i'm feeling?", i asked the doc with curiousity.
"your heart is normal, so there's no problem with you", that was really annoying! i get it that my heart is normal. but there must be something else that causes the pain. that's what i want to know! *geram!!* but i just kept silent. *sumpah geram!*
i walked off from his office with the medication recommendation from him. though i felt annoyed, at least was relieved to know that my ECG result was normal. i went straight to the pharmacy to get my medication and back home afterwards. at home, i checked the tablets that i got. guess what, it was PARACETAMOL and there was another tablets *ape tah name die!*. but PARACETAMOL? oh doctor ni sakit kot? i don't think i need paracetamol *or famously known as panadol* sumpah, dahla geram tak dpt tau the real cause of my pain, and now he gave me panadol which i already have tons! ergghhh! what a doctor! panadol for chest pain, sooo cooool!!
i swear i dun wanna be a doctor like him. just because my ECG is normal, it doesn't change the fact that i do feel the pain on my chest. i dun want my patients to regret seeing me. conclusion is, i have to be serious in my studies, from now on. *yes i will!* hahahaha i will, i will. i may not look serious enough, but well, i will be serious in my studies after this.
that's all for now.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
tagged by chikorn!
[01] Real name: = nur zahirah ahmad tarmizi (cahaya yang berseri-seri a.k.a jelita!)wahahahaha tak caye pegi check! *nadia, jgn jeles!*
[02] Nickname: ira, intan(by family, relatives, neighbours - long story!) and zera.
[03] Status: janda berhias! oh tak tak, im taken hehe
[04] Zodiac Sign: little miss dreamy - Pisces!
[05] Gender: takkan pondan kot?
[06] Age: 21
[09] Height: range 157 cm! *short!*
[10] Weight: current weight is 51. usually it's 47-48. been eating a lot lately.
[11] Do you like yourself: depends.
[13] Right or left: right handed.
[14] Are you a freak: depends.
[15] Hair: reddish brown kot?
[16] Skin: erm..sawo matang ke?
[17] Allergic: allergic to morning. am not a morning person!
[18] What are you doing now: just got back from class!
[19] What will you doing 1 hour later: urrmm..tido dgn aman damai kot. aktiviti wajib di ptg hari.
About ur FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family: whole family. but currently away from 'em.
[22] Siblings(included you): 6. am the 2nd one.
[23] Eldest: kak long who is 27
[24] Youngest: baby who is 11
[25] Love/hate your family: i only have one family to love. and yes, i really love my family!
About ~LOVE
[26] You found your another half: in kms. hahahaaha.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: my little dinosour!!
[28]Who you want he/she to be: - want him to be a cardiologist la..dat's his ambition :) amin.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: serious relationship - twice.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: wooo woooooo mstila penah! tipu gile tak pnah!
[31] Anyone woo you before: ni lagi tipu kalau tak! wahaahahahhaahhaha
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: urrrmmm...yes and forgiven already.
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: byk..example..urrrmmm..tarik bulu kaki smpai cabut!wahahahaha
[34] Ever argue with your other half: duhh!
[35] You with your other half since: haisshhh....ade la dulu2..some time after abis IB...
[30] Are you straight/lesbo: BI!!hahahahahha
[31] Reasons you love your other half: sbb die dinosour sayeee!
[32] You and your other half in which stage: stage 1
[33] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: . we woo woo each other la! tp i woo woo secretly la! hahaahaha
[34] Ever think of marry he/she: urrrmm..it's in God's hand..i cn only hope for the best :D
THE FRIENDS
[35] Your first best friend: first bestieeee..urrmm...syahirah kot...when i was in std 1 till std 3...lost contact sudah!
[36] Your first enemy: none la.
[37] The friends you love the most: my seseri girls, and my shah alam sweeeties!
[38] The enemy you hate the most(1only): none. sorry.
[39] Your most beautiful girl friend: . adus ramai la.
[40] Your most handsome boy friend: haissshh...mane leh ckp! nnti kantoi la!
[41] The kind of girl you hate the most: tooo dependent and emotionless.
[42] The kind of boy you hate the most: hot tempered
[43] You fall in love with your close friend before: urrmmm..tak kot.
[44] Your best friend is your ex-lover: hahhahahaa mmg tak!
[45] If your friend backstabbing you: wait for ur turn darling!
[46] If your friend betray you: i'll never trust her again
[47] If your friend woo your lover: haisshhh..mokusatsu (silent treatment) sudeyh..we'll see how far she can go..
[48] If your friends fall in love with you: buat2 tak tau sudeyh and kawan je cam biase.
[49] If you fall in love with your best friend: mmg tak kot.
THE PEOPLE
[60] Smart people: everyone is smart in their own way.
[61] Stupid people: are those yg suke dengki.
[62] Good looking people: are those who love to smile.
[63] Ugly people: are those who are snobbish!
[64] Funny people: sin chan
[65] Cute people: kids and babies
[66] Bad people: dengki, crooked, liars.
[67] Honest people: are happy people.
[68] Acting people: are those yg dpt dpt jd pelakon hahah
[69] You are what kind of people: ambitious but lazy. hate pretending. care so much about other ppl. dunno how to express anger dkt org yg buat and dat's because i care about ppl's feelings! some ppl just dont care at all.
THE FUTURE
[78] Age to get marry: isk! 26 last. 27 final. *tanak kawin lmbt2 kot??!*
[79] Numbers of kid(s): hahahahaha yg penting bukan 10 la.
[80] Career: doctor. amin. amin. amin.
[81] Salary: 5 angka. amin amin amin.
[82] Retirement age: haisshh..tgk ar kalau laki i kaye gile, i retire la awal. hahahhaah well, it depends.
[84] Wishes:
1. kaya
2. genius
3. for my loved ones not to be taken away from me. at least not for now. am not ready.
VICTIM
NADIA ISMAIL!
Saturday, November 1, 2008
supermodel
how i wish i'm a super model. because i love dressing up. i love painting my face. i love to get my nails polished. i love to get myself accessorized with girlie stuff, of course, not overly accessorized. and i love tiptoeing in super sexy high heels!
ahhh, but that is just not possible. never will. i'm just an ordinary student. going for lectures and practicals doesn't require me to dress up like a bimbo. going out to bangalore city on weekends, of course, i wanna dress up a little bit more than usual. BUT, imagine this. i am all dressed up, and UNFORTUNATELY, i just have to walk next to lembu2 to find an auto that can take me to the city. even worse, if ever i am unlucky, the lembu2 might be micturating *kencing mcm hujan!* as i walk by. and the cows stink big time! my Hugo Boss perfume turns out into noisome smell that can cause nausea! *okay, that's a little bit of exaggeration but anyhow, u get what i mean right?* so, what a big turn off, is it not?!
next, as mentioned, i really really really love high heels. i really really really do. but what's the point of wearing high heels, if the heels got ducked into the muddy road?!ergh! and living in the ever so berdebu place like india, my precious heels will finally change its colour. yes, no kidding.
and yes, if u wear something that's extraordinary *to them*, all eyes will be on you like u're some kind of alien. that's because the local/poor people living in the slum area, they don't even wear slippers and sarees are their everyday uniform. seeing us in nice outfit is like seeing Kareena Kapoor on television. hahahha. that's why india is called as the world of extremities. the poor are VERY poor, and the rich are VERY rich. and sad to be true, MANY of their people are still living in poverty.
now u know why i suddenly want to be a supermodel. wahahahahahhahahaha. yes, please!
ahhh, but that is just not possible. never will. i'm just an ordinary student. going for lectures and practicals doesn't require me to dress up like a bimbo. going out to bangalore city on weekends, of course, i wanna dress up a little bit more than usual. BUT, imagine this. i am all dressed up, and UNFORTUNATELY, i just have to walk next to lembu2 to find an auto that can take me to the city. even worse, if ever i am unlucky, the lembu2 might be micturating *kencing mcm hujan!* as i walk by. and the cows stink big time! my Hugo Boss perfume turns out into noisome smell that can cause nausea! *okay, that's a little bit of exaggeration but anyhow, u get what i mean right?* so, what a big turn off, is it not?!
next, as mentioned, i really really really love high heels. i really really really do. but what's the point of wearing high heels, if the heels got ducked into the muddy road?!ergh! and living in the ever so berdebu place like india, my precious heels will finally change its colour. yes, no kidding.
and yes, if u wear something that's extraordinary *to them*, all eyes will be on you like u're some kind of alien. that's because the local/poor people living in the slum area, they don't even wear slippers and sarees are their everyday uniform. seeing us in nice outfit is like seeing Kareena Kapoor on television. hahahha. that's why india is called as the world of extremities. the poor are VERY poor, and the rich are VERY rich. and sad to be true, MANY of their people are still living in poverty.
now u know why i suddenly want to be a supermodel. wahahahahahhahahaha. yes, please!
Friday, October 31, 2008
hari ini saye rase tertampar dan ditampar.
today in history. yeah, i've something to be highlighted today. earlier this day, me and baz went to MG road, *MG road is Mahatma Gandhi Road* because we need to go to HSBC bank, with the intention to sign up for new saving account *finally kitorg mendpt hidayah utk save duit*. but unfortunately, foreign students are not allowed to do so!what the heck!gosh, sooo irritating okkk! fine btw, that's not the story i really wanna share here. so abaikan.
here goes the story. annoyed with HSBC, we went pusing2 kat MG road and masuk dis one shop owned by indian muslim. sambil tgk2 barang2 kat kedai ni, mcm2 la the owner tanye.
"so where are you from?", tanye owner tersebut.
"we're from malaysia"
"oh malaysia!"
"what are u doing here?"
"we're studying here"
"ohh, so what's ur name?"
"i'm bazilah", kate baz dengan yakin sekali.
"zahirah", saye juge tak kurang yakinnye.
"ohhh! are u muslim??"
"yes yes we are!"
"ohh, then why are u wearing like this? you're supposed to cover up ur head etc etc. back in kashmir, muslim girls are wearing etc etc etc", sambil meneliti pakaian kami.
maka kami hanya mampu tersenyum.
"sooo, u're away from ur hometown, it looks like u're having fun wearing like this ehh?", sambung owner berkenaan.
"no no. we also wear like this back in malaysia", begitulah kata2 baz.
"do you pray everyday?home many times a day do u pray?",owner berkenaan mahu pula menguji knowledge kami.
"5 times a day!of course we pray!", turn saye pulak utk berkate2.
"no no i don't think so. where did u pray?wearing like this?", okay. that's very cynical.
"we prayed already. at home!", saye jawab lagi.
"don't lie! it's very bad okay!",kata owner itu dgn muke serious.
"nope we don't!okay, seee u again!", maka kami pon cpt2 keluar dari kedai itu.
adus. gile rase tertampar siotttt! after a few steps, kitorg gelak2 cam org gile. bukan nk make fun of the owner. tp gelak kat diri sendiri sbb rase cam malu gile kot? adus. ok la, the owner was right. muslim girls should wear this and that. maka, saye pon mule tertanye (actually i ask this question to myself every single day) bile la aku nk pakai tudung nie? adus. niat mmg dh ade. tunggu nak buat jer. tatau la asal susah sgt. setan byk sgt kot?
to the shop owner, thanks for the reminder. wpon ayat kau bole tahan kasar, tapi mmg btul pon, takkan aku nk marah kot? kepade diri sendiri, kau pikir la sendiri.
dush dush!
sekian terima kasih
here goes the story. annoyed with HSBC, we went pusing2 kat MG road and masuk dis one shop owned by indian muslim. sambil tgk2 barang2 kat kedai ni, mcm2 la the owner tanye.
"so where are you from?", tanye owner tersebut.
"we're from malaysia"
"oh malaysia!"
"what are u doing here?"
"we're studying here"
"ohh, so what's ur name?"
"i'm bazilah", kate baz dengan yakin sekali.
"zahirah", saye juge tak kurang yakinnye.
"ohhh! are u muslim??"
"yes yes we are!"
"ohh, then why are u wearing like this? you're supposed to cover up ur head etc etc. back in kashmir, muslim girls are wearing etc etc etc", sambil meneliti pakaian kami.
maka kami hanya mampu tersenyum.
"sooo, u're away from ur hometown, it looks like u're having fun wearing like this ehh?", sambung owner berkenaan.
"no no. we also wear like this back in malaysia", begitulah kata2 baz.
"do you pray everyday?home many times a day do u pray?",owner berkenaan mahu pula menguji knowledge kami.
"5 times a day!of course we pray!", turn saye pulak utk berkate2.
"no no i don't think so. where did u pray?wearing like this?", okay. that's very cynical.
"we prayed already. at home!", saye jawab lagi.
"don't lie! it's very bad okay!",kata owner itu dgn muke serious.
"nope we don't!okay, seee u again!", maka kami pon cpt2 keluar dari kedai itu.
adus. gile rase tertampar siotttt! after a few steps, kitorg gelak2 cam org gile. bukan nk make fun of the owner. tp gelak kat diri sendiri sbb rase cam malu gile kot? adus. ok la, the owner was right. muslim girls should wear this and that. maka, saye pon mule tertanye (actually i ask this question to myself every single day) bile la aku nk pakai tudung nie? adus. niat mmg dh ade. tunggu nak buat jer. tatau la asal susah sgt. setan byk sgt kot?
to the shop owner, thanks for the reminder. wpon ayat kau bole tahan kasar, tapi mmg btul pon, takkan aku nk marah kot? kepade diri sendiri, kau pikir la sendiri.
dush dush!
sekian terima kasih
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
distance can be so cruel.
okay, i hate dis! i hate dis! i really hate dis!!!why do i have to stay afar from him?i miss him sgt! and when i need him the most, he can't be there. it's not that he doesn't wanna be there for me, but it's the distance. okay fine, it's not like we're separated by two different continents, yeah we both are in india, in fact we're in the same state, but he's 14 hours drive away from me. fine, i know there are more and more less fortunate couples, maybe sorang in the north pole, sorang lagi kat south pole, but i don't care, i just can't take it. i'm not used to it. :(
i really wanna see u la baby...when u're around, everything is like soooo wonderful. u're the reason i believe in myself again. u know kan, i was about to lose hope, lose faith, and then u came, so why can't u just stay near me? :(
i know i'm making such a big fuss over the distance. mcm la jauh gile kan. but who cares. my blog, suke hati i la nk tulis ape kan. anyways, i miss everything we did together. like masak together like the other day. blaja with u and make sure u tak tido time blaja. pegi beach, u know how much i love the beach! i miss ur companion when i go shopping. naik motor with u around manipal, hahahah damn it i sound like minah rempit but btw, we're in india kan, naik motor la is the most practical n flexible kan? considering the road yg mcm jalan tanah merah, especially in manipal! the never ending conversation! and what i miss the most is, our silent moment just staring at each other. hahahah yeah, i can sit silent with you, doing nothing, and i still feel whole. that's a clear sign that i'm sooo in love with u kot? yes? no?
i know i can be really difficult at times. nak tu, nak ni, and nk mcm2 lagi. yeah, i admit that. but thanks syg, despite my gedikness and mengadeness, u're still there. knowing you, i know you too are alone in manipal. yelah, ur housemate pon ade gf kat sane. the rest pon are busy with their loved ones. if u're just some random guys, am sure u dh cari girl lain kat manipal tu to accompany u, but u're different. that's why i love u!
skarang ni baru nk masuk november. the earliest we can meet again will be on february. yeah, i can't afford to go there and kacau u study. and u too, u can't come over because u're packed with all the exams and tests kan. haih, till then, i'll be missing u like crazy je la :( why oh why...
tapi like u said, our time will come. okay, i take ur words. i'll wait okay! but jgn naughty2 kat sane k dear. takleh usha2 girl lain. hahaahhaha. k la, i just miss u damn much. nak call tkde credit. nak msg plak nnti kacau u tgh study right now *td dh janji tanak kacau* and that's why i end up writing this. dearie dear, i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u. ok, i'll be waiting for my wake up call tomorrow morning. i won't wake up will u call me. so please, u know what to do ;p okay!
this picture and another picture of him standing by the beach was edited by him. thanks love. love it love it! okay la, this post is too lengthy plak. gotta catch my beauty sleep! last words, i love my azar syazwan sgt!
i really wanna see u la baby...when u're around, everything is like soooo wonderful. u're the reason i believe in myself again. u know kan, i was about to lose hope, lose faith, and then u came, so why can't u just stay near me? :(
having u around is fun!
i know i'm making such a big fuss over the distance. mcm la jauh gile kan. but who cares. my blog, suke hati i la nk tulis ape kan. anyways, i miss everything we did together. like masak together like the other day. blaja with u and make sure u tak tido time blaja. pegi beach, u know how much i love the beach! i miss ur companion when i go shopping. naik motor with u around manipal, hahahah damn it i sound like minah rempit but btw, we're in india kan, naik motor la is the most practical n flexible kan? considering the road yg mcm jalan tanah merah, especially in manipal! the never ending conversation! and what i miss the most is, our silent moment just staring at each other. hahahah yeah, i can sit silent with you, doing nothing, and i still feel whole. that's a clear sign that i'm sooo in love with u kot? yes? no?
my little dinosour
i know i can be really difficult at times. nak tu, nak ni, and nk mcm2 lagi. yeah, i admit that. but thanks syg, despite my gedikness and mengadeness, u're still there. knowing you, i know you too are alone in manipal. yelah, ur housemate pon ade gf kat sane. the rest pon are busy with their loved ones. if u're just some random guys, am sure u dh cari girl lain kat manipal tu to accompany u, but u're different. that's why i love u!my artpiece
skarang ni baru nk masuk november. the earliest we can meet again will be on february. yeah, i can't afford to go there and kacau u study. and u too, u can't come over because u're packed with all the exams and tests kan. haih, till then, i'll be missing u like crazy je la :( why oh why...likewise, he misses me too!
tapi like u said, our time will come. okay, i take ur words. i'll wait okay! but jgn naughty2 kat sane k dear. takleh usha2 girl lain. hahaahhaha. k la, i just miss u damn much. nak call tkde credit. nak msg plak nnti kacau u tgh study right now *td dh janji tanak kacau* and that's why i end up writing this. dearie dear, i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u. ok, i'll be waiting for my wake up call tomorrow morning. i won't wake up will u call me. so please, u know what to do ;p okay!just you and me
this picture and another picture of him standing by the beach was edited by him. thanks love. love it love it! okay la, this post is too lengthy plak. gotta catch my beauty sleep! last words, i love my azar syazwan sgt!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
the only boy
i've been blogging so much about my little sisters.
i do have 1 little brother, yeah, one and only.
and of course, i do miss him. A LOT.
he's my one and only Muhammad Amir :)
akak loves u sooooo muchhh!
i do have 1 little brother, yeah, one and only.
and of course, i do miss him. A LOT.
he's my one and only Muhammad Amir :)
akak loves u sooooo muchhh!
ponteng class : already in my blood
why do i say so? because i am not the only one in the family who are fond of skipping classes. my 3 little sisters are even better than me. trust me, they really are.
my youngest sister can put up a real act to skip a class. there was one day, she woke up in the morning with that i-am-in-pain face and hobbled to my mom's bedroom to tell mom that she was having a terrible "stomach ache". yup, she finally got MC from my mom. *big applause!* and pufff, her "stomach ache" was automatically cured! she can actually walk steadily, and there were no longer painful expression on her face. the next thing she did was, giggling over the online games etc. ohhh, what a successful story of skipping a morning class by an 11-year-old girl.
i once got this "juara ponteng class" title from my ustazah when i was in standard 6. she was kinda pissed with me for not attending the class every alternate day. the funny part was, i took turn with my desk mate, ainaa atikah, without actually realizing it till my ustazah made a clear announcement to the whole class.
and i still remember when i was in form 4, before i got an offer to go to boarding school, i had no idea at all about the craps that has been taught in add math, biology, physics etc classes. i almost drop biology class in exchange with LK ( lukisan kejuruteraan) class because i thought it would be easier for me then. ok whatever, back to my story. because i knew nuts about the lessons taught, and because i didn't have that much interest to learn in class, i often go back home just before the recess bell rings. it was a real advantage to sit at the very back corner of the class. i used to put my school bag at the back door, and pretended to go to the toilet. and duh! u know what to expect next! got out of the school through the back gate, there was a 'hole' especially made for students like me. and bingo, i'll on my way home.
now that i'm a uni student, a minimum attendance of 85% is required for every medical student to be able to sit for final examination. and guess what, my attendance was 86% when i was about to sit for my 1st year final examination. here's the cold truth, my attendance was as stated because each and everyone of us was given free attendance worth 3 weeks of classes. imagine if there's no free attendance, i will surely get detained from sitting for the final examination. scary huh?
now, i keep my own record of my attendance. yeah, a small pocket notebook especially for my attendance. my mom keeps on reminding me not to skip classes so that i can maintain my attendance, and of course, so that i won't miss important lectures. my mom was a medical student in UKM, and she was once detained from taking her final examination cuz her attendance did not reach the minimum requirement. nope, she was nothing like me, in fact, she was a total opposite me. but, she was not well back then, she often fell sick and it somehow affect her attendance. isn't it irony? my mom was a real hardworking student, who got detained from taking her exam cuz she was sick, and her daughter was a real i-dont-know-what-to-call who just loveeeeee to skip classes, for no concrete excuse. not only one. all 4 of her daughters. goshh!
i seriously dunno why am i enjoying this habit. it's just...me. i'm just...that type who loves to laze around. but it doesn't mean that i dun take studies seriously. i do, i really do. i have that ambition that everyone else is having, to be a successful one in the future, but it's just my way. *yeah,maybe* i'm not that type who studies consistently, though i've been hoping for me to be like one, but i just can't. the thought of me being a studiholic makes me want to vomit! hahahah and i know this is not right, but i can't help feeling peevishly annoyed with those who are blooooodddyyy, i mean BLOODY hardworking!! yeah, i really am! i mean, take a break and have fun! life is not all about studying, come on!
oh listen, i'm proud to announce that, my attendance is 100% *so far!* hahahah..yeah, so far! it's been only 2 weeks since the new phase got started, and yes, i have not miss a single day, yet. not just yet. :D whatever it is, i am now working towards the better me. at least i have my own record, so i won't go overboard *hopefully!!* or my mom will chase after me with her penyapu n siat2 my telinga! hahahahah
okay, let's hope for me to improve on this. to my 3 little girls, let's not skip classes that often anymore. and of course, i gotta do better this time, i gotta start study earlier this phase, errr...but the problem is, i haven't got a single book of this 2nd phase of MBBS! it'll ultimately cost me for about Rs9K ( dat's about RM900) to buy all the books! *shit, i am that calculative when it comes to this!wakakakkakaka*
berubahla ira.
end of story!
my youngest sister can put up a real act to skip a class. there was one day, she woke up in the morning with that i-am-in-pain face and hobbled to my mom's bedroom to tell mom that she was having a terrible "stomach ache". yup, she finally got MC from my mom. *big applause!* and pufff, her "stomach ache" was automatically cured! she can actually walk steadily, and there were no longer painful expression on her face. the next thing she did was, giggling over the online games etc. ohhh, what a successful story of skipping a morning class by an 11-year-old girl.
i once got this "juara ponteng class" title from my ustazah when i was in standard 6. she was kinda pissed with me for not attending the class every alternate day. the funny part was, i took turn with my desk mate, ainaa atikah, without actually realizing it till my ustazah made a clear announcement to the whole class.
and i still remember when i was in form 4, before i got an offer to go to boarding school, i had no idea at all about the craps that has been taught in add math, biology, physics etc classes. i almost drop biology class in exchange with LK ( lukisan kejuruteraan) class because i thought it would be easier for me then. ok whatever, back to my story. because i knew nuts about the lessons taught, and because i didn't have that much interest to learn in class, i often go back home just before the recess bell rings. it was a real advantage to sit at the very back corner of the class. i used to put my school bag at the back door, and pretended to go to the toilet. and duh! u know what to expect next! got out of the school through the back gate, there was a 'hole' especially made for students like me. and bingo, i'll on my way home.
now that i'm a uni student, a minimum attendance of 85% is required for every medical student to be able to sit for final examination. and guess what, my attendance was 86% when i was about to sit for my 1st year final examination. here's the cold truth, my attendance was as stated because each and everyone of us was given free attendance worth 3 weeks of classes. imagine if there's no free attendance, i will surely get detained from sitting for the final examination. scary huh?
now, i keep my own record of my attendance. yeah, a small pocket notebook especially for my attendance. my mom keeps on reminding me not to skip classes so that i can maintain my attendance, and of course, so that i won't miss important lectures. my mom was a medical student in UKM, and she was once detained from taking her final examination cuz her attendance did not reach the minimum requirement. nope, she was nothing like me, in fact, she was a total opposite me. but, she was not well back then, she often fell sick and it somehow affect her attendance. isn't it irony? my mom was a real hardworking student, who got detained from taking her exam cuz she was sick, and her daughter was a real i-dont-know-what-to-call who just loveeeeee to skip classes, for no concrete excuse. not only one. all 4 of her daughters. goshh!
i seriously dunno why am i enjoying this habit. it's just...me. i'm just...that type who loves to laze around. but it doesn't mean that i dun take studies seriously. i do, i really do. i have that ambition that everyone else is having, to be a successful one in the future, but it's just my way. *yeah,maybe* i'm not that type who studies consistently, though i've been hoping for me to be like one, but i just can't. the thought of me being a studiholic makes me want to vomit! hahahah and i know this is not right, but i can't help feeling peevishly annoyed with those who are blooooodddyyy, i mean BLOODY hardworking!! yeah, i really am! i mean, take a break and have fun! life is not all about studying, come on!
oh listen, i'm proud to announce that, my attendance is 100% *so far!* hahahah..yeah, so far! it's been only 2 weeks since the new phase got started, and yes, i have not miss a single day, yet. not just yet. :D whatever it is, i am now working towards the better me. at least i have my own record, so i won't go overboard *hopefully!!* or my mom will chase after me with her penyapu n siat2 my telinga! hahahahah
okay, let's hope for me to improve on this. to my 3 little girls, let's not skip classes that often anymore. and of course, i gotta do better this time, i gotta start study earlier this phase, errr...but the problem is, i haven't got a single book of this 2nd phase of MBBS! it'll ultimately cost me for about Rs9K ( dat's about RM900) to buy all the books! *shit, i am that calculative when it comes to this!wakakakkakaka*
berubahla ira.
end of story!
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