geli okay nak geli-geli dengan kawan.

some people fall in love with friends. u know, you've been friends/best friends for years and suddenly you realize that your so called friend is made for you and that both of you make a good couple yada yada and taraaaa, you're now dating your friend!

i fall in love with stranger. yes, stranger. i've never fallen in love with a friend. never before, never will KOT. KOT la kan, jodoh pertemuan tetap di tangan Tuhan. karang saye yakin boleh kata takkan in love with friend, kang ter-in love kang, korang jadikan bahan pulak.

but anyway, i already have a steady boyfriend lah. he was not a friend. though we went to the same college, we never talked to each other, not a single word. padahal class selalu combined, we once work on the same drama "degup jantungnya" but stillll, kenapa tah tak pernah cakap?! he's the only guy i never talk to in kms. if he was a friend (a friend here means a good friend la whom you can gossip and laugh with) agaknya tak couple kot.

because here's what i feel, adalah sangat geli untuk geli-geli dengan kawan. that's purely what i feel, and i'm not saying i'm right and you're wrong. coz whoever you're dating, you know better. tak kesahlah orang tu ex-best friend ke, ex-enemy ke apa, u still know better. so don't accuse me for being irrelevant ke apa, suka hati aku ok?

so back to the real thing, tak kesah lah mamat tu tampan ke kacak ke pemurah ke baik hati ke, if he's a good friend and suddenly he's being all flirty to me, dengan segala automaticnya, saye geli. geli yang 'euuwwww stop it already!'

to me, if he's a friend, he's forever a friend. saya adalah orang yg senang berkawan. and bile saye dah selesa berkawan with someone, saye takkan selesa bergatal-gatal ala2 scandal dengan kawan. apa lagi nak bergatal ala2 girlfriend. dah kawan tu kawan saje kotttt?

some people say, it's a bless to have your best friend as your boyfriend/girlfriend. but not to me. saya tamak. i want a different best friend and a different boyfriend altogether. say if i lose my boyfriend, i still have my best friend (and vice versa). but if my best friend/friend turns out to be my boyfriend, if i happen to lose him, i'll lose both best friend and boyfriend at the same time. tak ke devastating?

lagipun if you're used to be friend with him, suddenly dia naik pangkat jadi boyfriend, tak susah ke nak tukar all the things yg u guys dah biasa buat? like for example, u guys dah biasa cakap aku-kau, cakap lepas, lepak makan ice-cream ramai2 tepi longkang, and cerite about how hot is his friend compared to him. tak ke susah?

if dia dah jadi boyfriend, nak cakap aku-kau is kinda inappropriate, cakap lepas pun tak syiok la kalau all the time kau nak bantai cakap lepas, itu sungguh tak menyelerakan as a boyfriend. and takkan still nak lepak ramai2? tapi if tak lepak ramai2, nnti rase pelik. and you can't go on telling him how hot his friend is! though most of the time, you will continue acting 'like i care kite kan dah biasa mcm tu dulu' so ask urself, whats the difference of him being ur boyfriend or ur best friend?

shit i've gone too far. actually that's not the main point lah. coz once u've decided that ur best friend is the one for you, you guys need to work things out la kan camane pun. who am i to say anything pun kan. the main point is, tolong jangan nak geli-geli dengan saya when i am comfortable to have you as a friend. SAYA TAK SUKA SEBAB SAYA GELI. full stop.