every saint has a past, every sinner has a future

hello girlies! i tengah study ni and i suddenly have the urge to write (alwayssss la like dis) kuang kuang kuang and disebabkan my attention span to study mmg sependek bulu hidung i (which is sgt pendek) so i'll just write this out and get back to my books later dgn lebih focus! huyyo books (note the plural, percayakah anda?)

anywayssss,

every saint has a past and every sinner has a future. came across this quote somewhere recently and i find it very, very, very deep.

i kan, daripada sekolah menengah harian dkt Shah Alam, went to boarding school in KL, went to college mara seremban in Seremban durrhhh, and now currently studying in India, i have friends from all walks of life.

i ade kawan yg baik, normal, retard, kaya, sederhana, miskin, pelik, pencinta muzik, pencinta sukan, pencinta wanita, pencinta laki2 handsome, mempunyai seksualiti songsang, kuat agama (i pnah roommate dgn usrahwati - wakakakkaka for a moment i lupe the word. . .*still thinking, come on come onnnnn, what's the word??? haa NAQIBAH!!! usrahwati kejadah plak!*), so-so dlm agama, hanyut dari agama, i ade kawan peminum, yg jual dadah sebab nk cari duit pegi dating, yang kerja menghabiskan duit mak bapak, school drop-outs and macam2 lah. the list goes on and on.

sebenarnya i never really pilih kawan. janji satu kepala, tak kesah la kau ustazah ke kau bohsia ke, janji kau bole jadi kawan yang baik, i can be a good friend jugak.

dalam byk2 kawan i yang category baik and category kurang baik ni, banyak changes dah berlaku. manusia kan berubah.

kebanyakan changes that i've seen adalah changes ke arah kebaikan. kawan2 i yg daripada jenis party animal now dah reti duduk diam sikit, yang dulu stakat sarung sleeveless and shorts now dah cantik bertudung, yang dulu tak pnah ingat nak solat now dh start jugak sikit2. it's a wonderful thing to see.

i don't wanna petik pasal changes ke arah keburukan. itu pun ade jugak, but let's just focus about the good changes :)

siapa kata sekali orang tu pnah jahat, dia selamanya jahat? i think it's a part of growing up. jadi budak jahat, try itu, try ini, but when you knal that person closely, sebenarnya hati dia baik je. really, i honestly rase sejahat2 orang, mesti ade part of him yang masih baik, yang masih teachable to be a better person.

never judge a person melampau2. never really cakap ''budak ni xreti solat, mmg tkde masa depan'', ''budak ni hari2 minum air setan, dah tkleh betulkan dah'', ''budak ni makan duit haram, jgn kawan dengan die''

correct me if i'm wrong but, bukan ke kite sepatutnye help or guide or monitor from afar or the least pun, mendoakan orang tu, rather than outcast him and menghina mencaci mengeji diorang as if diorang memang takkan dapat second chance to live a good life?

sebab kite taktau what the future holds. tah2 bulan depan, orang yang kau pandang seblah mata sebab dia ni konon jahat sangat, tetibe jadi lagi baik dari kau? u never know. people can change 360 degrees if that's what already written.

so, moral of the story is and reminder to myself jugak, jangan perlekehkan orang lain :)

every saint has a past and every sinner has a future. means orang yang sekarang baik mungkin dah lalui zaman gelap diorang, and orang yang kurang baik mungkin akan jadi lebih baik esok lusa. everybody has their chance, insyaAllah.