usrah dari saya

tertipu dengan tajuk? lol. nak usrah meh sini datang rumah.

here comes one of those nites that i feel like writing. i am so pemalas nowadays (-_-") ggrrr pathology test next week, haven't started a single bit though i'm truly aware of the bulks of topics that will be included - banyak gila babinski. okay la i'm gonna start tomorrow janji janji.

been skipping community medicine class since ____ ? okay i lost track. haha. tahu tak class commed adalah lagi bosan daripade belajar geografi dengan cikgu lelaki tua beruban berspek bulat berbaju kotak2 berseluar singkat? sumpah kau rasa nak menyumpah masuk kelas commed jadi untuk tidak menyumpah dan menyampah baik kita tidur atas katil demi mengelakkan dosa menyumpah dan menyampah kepada cikgu commed anda sekian terima kasih. KENAPA KENE BELAJAR COMMED WEHHHH? TAK SUKA BOLEH TAKKKK!!!!

there she goes again, complaining kan. adakah tidak bersyukur mendapat peluang belajar commed? hahah, mungkin di hari kemudian, sekarang belum lagi. okay craps.

i miss home. i was in clinical theory classs when i miss my brother so so so much :( is he doing good? has somebody bought new games for him? did anyone bully him? what is he up to now? okay nak nangis. gila emotional tak tentu pasal. no u don't understand this feeling i have for him. rindu ahhhhh dekat amirrrrrr! huaaaaa :( girls, jage amir tau! tell him i miss him so much!

what can i do? i choose to be here. i choose to do medicine abroad. i admit that i do sometimes feel regret with this decision of mine, a procrastinator and a pemalas like me should have chosen a more relaxing course, kan kawan2? but thinking back, nothing is easy. jadi penyanyi pun susah jugak wahahhaha. i wanted to be a singer when i was little (dulu2 masuk talent time okayyyy!) okay berbalik kepada topik asal ye kawan2, now that i dh terlanjur (eh?) 2 tahun in medicine, i just want to survive till my final year that's all. it's too late to make a u-turn so i just have to go forward maka dengan itu marilah doakan rakan anda ini menjadi seorang pelajar yg rajin lagi hardworking dan juga cemerlang gemilang terbilang.

sigh.

topic penutup malam ini ; early marriage is really becoming a trend kannn! i'm hearing news after news about my friends getting married here and there. tahniah. i'm so out of trend hahahah. kesian. by the time i kawin nnti my friends ramai dh anak 5-6 haih haih. okay la, dah menguap macam badak sumbu, yes, mengantuk pun. dengan itu, wabillahitaufik walhidayah wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

p/s : RINDU NAK KARAOKE!! karaoke dangdut paling best dlm alam semesta! (sebnanye suara hodoh nak mamp kot?) TIBA2 RINDU PEREMPUAN2 GEDIK NI AARRGGGHHHH!