pathologyku sayang

soalan pathology terbaek ah.
siot.
soalan yg aku blaja cam nk gile die tak tanye plak.
okay stress.
esok microb lagi stress.
weh sumpah, ape nak jadi jadi la.
hati kering.
rase nk quit medic lepas tu jadi penyanyi.
yeay.
jadi penyanyi tak payah bace bukuuuuuuuuu! itu saya sukaaaa!
sape agreeeee?????

p/s : medic is kind to patients, not to students! aahhhhhh im going crazyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pnah tak rasa life korang mcm dalam movie?
macam dramatic gila kalau main kat dalam cinema confirm audience bakar cinema tu.
pnah tak rasa?

so u think u can survive?

i used to think that anyone with brain and high education background will lead the rest of the world population. u know, i was really wrong. it's not ur IQ or so called high education background that will determine ur position in this challenging world, it requires something more than that.

most of the time, we overlook at some things. we thought that those who did totally bad in their examination are dumb and stupid. totally wrong. they may not be good in academic, but as long as they know what their passion is, and in which areas they're good at, they'll survive better than those who scored straight A1 in every single examination. and those who simply score A1 in every examination and 4 flat in every semester without knowing what they really wanna do in life are worse.

the reason i'm writing this is to remind u brilliant people, dont simply belittle others who don't shine as bright as u in their academic. u might encounter these people that u think are dumb and stupid during ur way down, perhaps during their way up!

having a good education background is surely everyone's dream but some people just don't need a piece of certificate to survive life. and i believe, if a person can't perform well in academic though he's been trying so hard, that means God has planned something more than that for him. and those with damn good brain and extremely high education background, u've got nothing to boast because those things will be taken back, anytime, if He wants to.

p/s : kalau kita ada benda yg sgt berharga, jaga elok2 kalau tak Allah akan amek balik. serious weh.

self study at home is nonsense.

exactly. how can u concentrate on ur study when u have lots of things to watch on the television? when u keep having plans with ur friends? when u can't resist to shop and shop and shop till u drop? when ur mom constantly cook ur favourite dishes and u end up feeling sleepy afterwards? when the environment is too comfy to study?

get real, i was in boarding school since 16, and home is no longer a place to study for me. i never study at home eversince. and my attempt this time, failed, as expected. blergh.

i don't know what to do. exam is approaching, damn near. but i just have too much to read, to comprehend and to memorize. and if i don't perform well in my first IA, i swear i will do my best in the 2nd and 3rd IA. (duh, everyone says that hahah)

siapa suruh buat exam lepas holidayyyy????!!!!!!!!! tahi kambing betul! !$!$%^*^&(^%$@$!# sememangnya saya bengang. holiday is supposed to be a holiday. a pure pure pure holiday without me having to think about heavy stuffs like this. tlg la paham we only have a total of 6 weeks holiday in a year, and why do u have to make this holiday of ours yg sgt precious ni as STUDY LEAVE? ergh. don't blame me if i don't perform well, well at least, don't just blame me, there's reason u know.

omg sukaaaaaa!!!!!!

suka suka sukaaaaa! tak pnah gila2 minat anyone dalam AF! tapi ni minat gila! lalalalala~ :D comel kan?

final call

finally, i started. err, 10 more days to go until my first IA. yeah, just started. gosh gosh gosh. this is so me. no surprise.

ayat abah tadi : "buku bawak balik 5 kg, bace bape gram jerrrr!" aaaaaa cisss abahhhh! orang blaja la niiiii :( really need to hit the books smpai lebam tonight because i'm fully occupied over the weekend. F1 here i come :)

btw, i'm so green with envy with the seniors. they're officially done with pharmaco, patho, forensic and microb and we have another 1 hell of a year to go through these 4 subjects. gosh, microb? gosh. okay ira, u gotta live with it okayyy! gotta love ittt! jangan merungut nnti kena lempang!

note to self, please stop all the nonsense and study. please? (i hope it works) please, i need a miracle to really work for this! kenapalah malas teramat2 dasyat? please mr. malas, go and hit somebody else, u've been living with me since forever! cukup2 la dulu ok? i need to be rajin at least for 2-3 weeks ahead.

from left : tiger, high heels, atan. oh so adorable. :)

total randomness

hello people. i'm blogging straight from my bed. it's 3 am, yeah, awake and fresh still. the real thing is i don't have anything significant to share with u people. life here is too wonderful to share. i rarely spend my time at home, of course, out for some activities - u don't wanna know what.

by the way, i watch AF and diari AF, consistently! hahah. becauseeeeeee a guy caught my attention! aril :D :D :D he's so comel i like the hair and the husky voice and and anddd ( and i better stop before someone gets jealous :p ) please don't google yet, the pics available on the net doesn't look very much like him in real life (wek, i mean, in his weekly performance and in diary AF)

and my departure date to bangalore, it'll be in 10th april. :) i went to MAS office in KL earlier today to reschedule my flight! though i am very much aware about my laziness (i mean, laziness tahap moksya) despite the upcoming internal assessment examination that will be on 13th april, i am still going back on 10th april instead of 7th april. u know, there are times when emotion really take control over the brain. my brain wants me to go back on 7th but my heart wants me to go back on 10th. this time, the heart wins. well, the heart wins a lot more than the brain, well yeah, most of the time. erk.

when u follow ur heart, everything will be wonderful. agree? :) :) :)