the ceremony i missed :(

as promised, these are kak long's nikah pics. tempat adalah my house, buat kecil-kecilan bak kata abah. they're planning on the reception, insyaAllah next year. gambar2 ni bukan official pictures from the official photographer, nak tunggu yg official nye tah bila tah so i'll just upload these pics lah.

ketibaan Azlan Gibbs and his friends

dat's my daddyyyy jadi wali :)

batal air sembahyang teehee

aaawww love these pic!

rasanya tu samping abah! i think so lah ;p

ni gambar paling sadis ok. all my sisters. can u see me dalam webcam tuu??
YES THAT'S ME TENGAH SKYPE!
the newly wed teehee

okay tak sabar nak jadi aunty! nak panggil ape eh? mak ngah? LOL. aunty ira lahhh ahahahahaa. tiba2 rasa nak kawin jugakkkk ;p ;p ;p jom jom!

How to attend an event/ceremony in Malaysia when you're abroad?

Well I just did! Apa rahsianya?

Skype sudeyh ;p

Truth is, kak long I baru je selesai nikah dengan lelaki pilihan hati dia ewahhh. So, sekarang saye sudah ber-abang ipar la kan. Congrats to my dearest kak long! Sooooo happy for herrrr tapi sooooo sedih I can't be there to join the nikah ceremony :(( *nangis lebat-lebat* but I virtually attended the nikah ceremony, through Skype. Hahahahaha.

I tak main-main okay. Memula on skype, I pakai t-shirt je. Pastu I nampak ramai gila tetamu at my house, my sis dah suruh tukar baju proper sket. The night before when I was on the phone with my dad pun memang dia kata "nanti aku on skype time kak long punya nikah tapi kau pakai cantik2 sket, pakai baju kurung ke." I thought la he was being funny ke apa but really, semua tetamu pun leh nampak I on webcam so untuk tidak appear selenger maka I telah pun tukar baju kurung ahaha, baju je tanpa kain, pakai shorts sudeyh, calit ar lipstick sket sebab dahla I demam ni ha so muka memang habis pale la kan. LOL.

So, I was virtually there la. Siap borak2 dengan Mak Teh, Ayah Cha, Mak Ngah ha sume lah, bukan korang kenal pun. Semua orang gelakkan I sebab I was not there :(( Suke hati je gelakkan orang, sedih tauuuuu! Abah pun same, he said nak buat nikah jeeeee, nak buat kecil-kecilan jeeeee! DUSTAAAAA!

There's no such thing as kecil-kecilan la when it comes to my family sebab my extended family adalah sangat ramai. My dad je dah ada 12 adik beradik (in fact, my first cousin tu sebaya dengan my mom okay, betapa ramainya ) My mom pulak 8 orang adik beradik. So memang takkan la nak berkecil-kecilan. Family friends lagi.Mimpi lah. Siap berkhemah bagai. Argghhh sebenarnya macam expected la, takdenye boleh buat kecil-kecilan, tapi cam, redha tak balik Malaysia, tapi tadi time skype, cam sedih :(

Oklah, memang nikah je pun. Reception kena delay lambat sikit sebab nak tunggu family belah lelaki attend the wedding. Ohhh, jom I kenalkan abang ipar I (teeheee it does feel weird) His name is John, he's from Cardiff UK, umur I tak sure, 30++ rasenye ahaha okay that's too much of details. Dia dah lama ulang alik ke Malaysia for business purpose, uh oh, he's a chef. So dia dah lama kenal my sister and they started as friends then baru bercinta.

Dia dah peluk Islam about 2 weeks ago kot. Ke last week. I pun tak berapa nak sure, my dad yang tolong settlekan semua. So let's welcome him teeheee :) Uh oh, nama Islam dia adalah Azlan Abdullah. He picked the name himself. My kak long suggested Faisal, but tah dia tak nak. But Azlan does suit him better kot :D and disebabkan the photo I snapped through Skype adalah tidak clear, maka I curi gmbar ni dari facebook kak long I ;



Met him once time dia datang my house hari tu. Teehee he's slowly learning the Malay culture lah, he even makan pakai tangan masa dekat my house tu. See I was always a bit sceptical about dating someone who's not of the same race and religion tapi macam, love just happen kan, you can't decide you won't fall in love with orang jenis macam ni la macam tu lah coz love knows no boundaries. Cewah. So tak nak lah sceptical lagi pasal benda ni hehe.

About the reception, insyaAllah next year when families from both sides are free. Family Azlan aka John pun memang nak sangat attend the wedding. Hehe sporting kan mereka? :D Kali ni they will have to consider me when deciding the date for the reception. Kalau tak I merajuk 10 tahun. Seriousssssssss!

So sape2 yang adik beradik dia ke kawin when u're abroad, you can attend the wedding through Skype. Memang la tak sama macam attend the wedding for real tapi cam okay la gak, I memang siap dengar akad nikah, makcik2 kecoh, anak2 sedara sepupu menangis la apa la semua ahahaha. Teeheee.

Conclusion is, saya sangat happy for my sister. Tak lama lagi bole la I jadi aunty yeay! ;p It feels just like yesterday when we were kids, main lompat2 dari katil double decker, main monopoly lepas tu I merajuk sebab I asik kalah, main batu seremban la, I used to listen to her high school stories and time tu I budak hingusan sekolah rendah lagi so I can't wait to grow up sebab cerita2 dia dekat sekolah menengah adalah sangat best.

I used to be jealous of her sebab dia pakai barang branded tapi I selaku budak hingusan pakai barang Kiki Lala atau KIKO sahaja. I used to curik her branded jeans and tops and buat harta sendiri ahahaha. Used to try on her lipstick and all senyap2 when she's not around lol. Zaman I pakai seluar baggy2 and baju besar2 I used to criticized her why lah dia suka sangat nak pakai baju ketat2 jeans ketat2 semua. LOL. It's amazing eh how time passes by.

We had our bitter times together. We fought, we cried, we didn't talk to each other for some silly reasons. She cursed me, I cursed her too, a lot in fact hahaha but at the end of the day, we do turn to each other because she's my big sister and I'm her little sister and nothing can change that. Ouh I miss you and I love youuuu, Congrats kak long, I'm so so so happy for youuuu and I hope you'll have happy gooooood days ahead :) :) :)



Later I will post up her nikah pictures.

FULLhouse! :D

asik letak pics dengan member2 je kan. okay this time letak pics dengan family terchenta! baru 2 weeks balik msia, rindu sudahhhh! and since today is father's day, nak cakapppp, happy father's day to my macho mannn aka ABAH! :D

we don't usually take much pictures together, we refer to my family. tapi that day, ada lah sikit2 gambar ;p so i might as well cuci 'em all cepat2 nanti kan. hehehe. sooo, this is my family terchenta!

kekenyangan! mummy and daddy, kak long, sarah and me

lovessss!
mummy and daddy!

now, semua nampak macam sebaya already! my sisters!

again! saya tak ready!

the naughtiest girl in the house, sarah!
budak yang jatuh longkang hari tu, kau memang legend!

the mysterious one, aisyah! and the youngest one, baby!

and the camwhoring beginssss....

meet my little brotherrr, amirrr!
not so little anymore teehee!
love jalan2 with him, people will thought he's my elder brother!
"ada berani kacau kakak aku?!" haha

i think we look alike in this piccc! me and aisyah!

the youngest and the eldest!

the hensem oneee! eh eh, the ganas oneee!

it's karaoke timeee!

the girls karaoke!
sarah over slangg!
dancing queen! :D

the kak long and the akak,
our nicknames at home.
hehe!

mummy is a great singer!
me, abah and kak long joget tah hape2!
haha

abah is a great singer tooo!

lagi gambar camwhoringggg...
mari layan...
zassss!

mic takde,
camera kan ada!

the baby and the akak

time to go homeee!
me and my biggg brother hehe!
BIG!

ini pasal saya malas drive.
;p

on a totally different occasion!

ahaha. selalunya dulu2 nak tangkap gambar, masing2 tak nak. kononnye tak vain ahhh. tipu semua tuuu. semua pun suka tangkap gmbar sebnanye. hehe. saya paling sukaaa ;p

yes my sisters and lil bro panggil i 'akak', why not 'kak ngah' eh? ntah lah. kitorang memang suka terabur2 ni. main belasah je. adik2 bawah i, dah takde panggil kakak2 dah, semua cakap 'saya-(nama)'. i ngan kak long i je yang sempat di-kakak-kan, sebab gap kitorang with the little sisters and bro agak jauh kot?

ahaha. ye, kitorang semua bahasakan diri 'saya' with our parents. except for aisyah. dia sorang je suka bahasakan diri dia as 'orang', and everytime pun i akan cakappp, 'orang maneeee? orang utan ehhh!' eh ehhh. tu pun nak cerita! the point isss, semua orang pun, my friends laaah, akan gelak bila dengar i borak2 with my parents sebabnya, i cakap 'saya' dengan diorang. eh eh, kelakar sangat keeee? tahhh, my dad lah ni kecik2 dulu ajar kitorang suruh cakap 'saya' dengan diorang. skema btol lah abah ni!

tapi takpeee, skema pun skema lah. ini skema rock ok! halamakkk, rindu lahhh! tu lah, gatal lagi nak upload gambar family terchenta. kan dah rindu. oklah, supaya tidak melayan rindu dengan lebih lanjut, mari kita tidur, esok ada community medicine. eeeekkkk.

how fair is our parents?

Unless you are the only child in the family, you will have to compete with ur sisters and brothers for attention from your parents. Especially if you are the elder, perrgghhh.

I have 6 siblings. 5 sisters and 1 brother. I'm the second child. The gap between my kak long and me is 6 years, and the gap between me and my brother is 4 years :D so I kinda have all the attention in the world for quite a long time lah. Tapi kesian my little brother and sisters, gap diorang semua dekat2, wahahahahahaaha.

kanak2 lagi.

But zaman kegemilangan I, walaupun lama, lepas tu punah bila I kept on getting new adik every other year. Mak aku yang memang dah sedia garang sejak azali, bertambah2 garang nak mati selepas kewujudan adik2 aku. Asal silap sket, asal adik aku tetibe melalak menangis, yang punya salah tkde lain, confirm aku. Walaupun aku cuma lah budak 4 tahun yang main2 jambul and cubit2 pipi adik aku sebab I thought he was so comel, but turns out, aku la salah and aku lah yang kena terajang lepas tu. Eh, don't you think I was innocent?

Parents are obviously anxious and u know, too careful la when raising the first few children. And I'm included. Masa zaman tumbesaran aku, my parents memang sumpah strict lagi garang. Kalau result sekolah tu, tak main lah A, mak aku nak aku dapat A1 punya dalam semua subject. Padahal sekolah rendah lagi kan. Memang berwawasan 2020 la. Kau berani lah kasi cikgu kau tulis B dalam report card, sampai menangis teresak2 mak aku lecture aku tau. Kalau aku dapat nombor 1 dalam class, ha, tu memang kepuasan sejati parents aku lah. Apa lagi kalau aku dapat no 1 dalam aliran (the whole batch), confirm diorang belanja aku KFC. Weh, KFC tu super mewah kot zaman aku sekolah rendah. Special occasion jer pergi KFC.

berani la hina spec bulat aku? wahahahaha.

Same goes about boarding school. Memang tak puas hati sampai sekarang. I was the only child yang kena paksa masuk boarding school. Reason being, duduk boarding school boleh bergaul dengan orang pandai, lagi disiplin, semua for your own kebaikan blablabla. Adik2 I baru ckp "tanak pergi asrama sebab kat asrama ada hantu dalam toilet" lepas tu my parents boleh plak ckp "okay tak payah pergi". AMBOI MAK MINAH SAYANG, aku siap meleleh air mata buat drama keling nak bunuh diri pun, ingat mak aku layan? Memang tak ahhh! Dahla kena paksa time form 1, eh, time tu halus gila kot lagi. Adik aku, form 4 tanak pergi boarding school pun takde hal punya. Lepas tu aku sorang la yang merana merasa kehidupan dengan warden2 paling dengki sekelian alam kan. Adik2 aku still boleh pergi sekolah, balik rumah tidur. Aku lah yg merana merasa pergi prep petang sampai malam. Adik2 aku sampai form 5 merasa mak aku masak sedap hari2, aku nih merana sebab kena telan ikan jacket hanyir makcik dewan makan. Pergh.

There was this one time, I overheard my mom berborak2 dengan makcik mana tah, I forgot. Tapi diorang cakap2 pasal anak2 lah. And suddenly my mom cakap "ohhh, dengan anak last ni memang sayang dia lebih sket" Mak aihhhhhh, time tu I was next to my mom. Ha kauu, pilu tak dengar? Kiranya anak last sayang 100%, anak second last 80%, anak 3rd last 60%, 4th last 40%, abis tu, bape banyak tinggal utk aku? 20% Pergh. Tersentap jiwa raga gua. Dahla selamba badak cakap time aku dekat situ, bajet aku invisible la time tu kan. Yelah yelah, aku terpaksa redha. Maybe sebab baby sis aku lagi comel rambut perang lagi melepak dari aku kot. Sebab tu sayang lebih. Tapi aku rambut hitam sebab genetic, tak melepak sebab kecik2 kena halau dengan mak suro pergi main luar petang2. Tak percaya? Tengok kaki aku, melepak lagi ok? Wahahahahahaha.

zaman ke-melepak-an aku. orang igt anak cina ok? sekarang tidak lagi.

Kenapa eh parents2 sekelian alam ni suka betul nak manja kan anak last? Yang anak last ni, suka nak buat2 manja, dah la tu, bila buat2 manja, dilayan pulak tu. Cube kalau aku buat2 manja, memang tak ah parents aku nak layan. Baik diorang baca Berita Mingguan atau tengok Melodi daripada melayan ke-manja-an anak2 sulung/second. Buang karan. Kau dah besar, tak payah nak bajet comel macam budak kecik.

Tapi the best thing about being the elder is you won't get secondhand stuff that often. Muahahahahahaha. Barang gua semua brand new. Tapi, my baby sister paling kesian lah, bukan setakat second hand, 3rd and 4th hand pun semua dia dapat. Baju sekolah, buku sekolah, beg sekolah, baju2 jalan, baju2 kurung, jeans2, semua turun pergi my little sisters. Every time nak bukak sekolah jer, mesti my dad check if ada barang2/buku2 kakak2 yang boleh pass dekat adik. Adik aku buat muka ketat jer sebab dapat barang buangan kakak2 diorang wahahahaha. Tapi nak buat macammane, kata anak 6, penjimatan mesti besar-besaran beb. Kalau tak bankrupsi la my dad every year nak beli brand new stuff for each and every daughter/son.

My parents are getting more and more sporting each year. And my little sisters/brother la yang dapat benefit ni. Nak keluar dengan kawan, diorang hantar. Nak handphone, sorang sebijik. Tak nak pergi asrama, okay layan. Ah, banyak lah beza dengan zaman aku. Time aku nak keluar dengan member dulu2, kau pepandai la cari transport sendiri. Kalau takde sangat, kaki ada, haa, jalan la sampai lebam. Dulu, aku nak pergi shopping dekat Kompleks PKNS time darjah 4 pun sorok2 tau. Siap jalan kaki kot dari library. Wahahahaha. Years after that baru I told my parents about me pergi shopping kat Kompleks PKNS. Padahal Kompleks je kan. Bukan shopping apa pun, time tu shopping kaset, itu pun share dengan member, sebab tak cukup duit.

Handphone toksah cakap lah, zaman sekolah tu pun, dapat handphone descended from my mom. Habis sekolah baru dapat handphone sendiri, itu pun duit sendiri. My dad pernah belanja I handphone sekali je la seumur hidup. Adik aku sorang dah at least 2 kali dibelanja handphone. Warrgghhh. Sebab they started using handphone early. My baby sister dapat handphone time darjah 4 kot? Confirm la 2-3 tahun lepas tu tukar handphone kan. Budak kecik duit mana ada, so my dad la belanja. But during my time, pakai2 handphone dah form 4, by the time nak tukar handphone, SPM dah lepas, and I was working so I earned my own money. Apa lagi, nak handphone baru, lu pakai la duit sendiri, abah nak bayar banyak benda lagi ni ha.

Tapi nak kata my parents tak pernah mengamuk with my little sisters/brother tak boleh jugak. Siapa buat perangai, memang siap punya. Cuma masa zaman I, kebanyakan sebab I kene terajang/pelempang/belasah adalah sebab adik2 I. Memang asal gaduh ngan diorang je, aku defend la macam mane pun, aku jugak yang kena, alasan favourite zaman berzaman ialah, sebab I'm the elder. Adik2 I ni diorang kena terajang mainly not because bergaduh sesama sendiri, well yeah, bergaduh sesama sendiri memang kena terajang ah, tapi siapa salah la yang kena. Dah kata umur tak jauh beza kan, so apa ada hal. Tapi usually diorang kena sebab salah diorang sendiri, contoh, malas belajar or bergayut tak sudah2. Like that. Aku, malas belajar pun kena belasah. Bergayut melampau pun kena. Adik aku cari pasal pun aku kena. Haisshhh!

My sisters owe me big time ah. Disebabkan kegedikan korang, kakak kau yg kena suffer big time. Except for my little brother. He's one little angel. Ni lah paling kurang bermasalah kat rumah tu. Yang lain semua macam beruk terkinja2 nak cari pasal. Tapi sekarang masing2 dah besar, try ah cari pasal sekarang, I'll make sure you get what you should from abah and mak! Wahahahahaha.

Whatever it is, it's not easy to be a mom, or a dad. I'm sure they did try their best to be fair to every children. Tapi nobody's perfect, diorang pun tak pernah ada experience raise children before getting us. It's not like we had any life in the past ( unless la kau hindu kan, kau percaya dulu2 kau adalah seekor lembu and pernah jaga anak lembu, tu baru ada experience ) so they're learning too. Like my parents, cara diorang besarkan I was not exactly the same dengan cara diorang besarkan adik2 I, because sepanjang diorang besarkan the first few children, they learnt a lot. So, mesti la they improvised the way they raise the children berdasarkan pengalaman membesarkan anak2 yg sebelum tu, kan?

I gotta thank my parents for being firm to me. Yes, I hate it too much bila kena marah and all, especially for things I didn't do, tapi in a way, it moulded me to be who I am today. Setakat cikgu atau lecturer nak marah or membebel kat aku, takde hal la beb, I've gone through much more with my parents. Setakat nak tinggal sorang dekat rumah, takde hal la kalau orang nak takut2kan pasal hantu ni, sebab aku lagi takut ngan mak aku daripada hantu. Weh, hantu pun takut la dengan mak aku. So, rumah gua bersih dari hantu punya. Aku pun dah berapa juta kali kena overnite sorang2 dekat rumah sebab my family suka sangat nak bercamping bagai. Ah, tak kuasa aku nak join tidur dalam hutan. Dahlah jarang2 balik Malaysia, memang tak ah.

holiday kat mana tah. lupa.

So, if you think your parents are being unfair sebab belikan ice-cream for ur little sister but not for you, think again. Takde parents kot yang tergamak or sampai hati nak lebihkan any of the children. It's either mereka tak sedar or maybe they have their own reason for doing that. Sometimes, parents lagi tau, anak mana yang kental kena paksa buat itu ini pun dia boleh go through, but the other child kurang kental, kalau paksa jugak buat itu ini mungkin boleh breakdown which is not good for her own future. So, they know better, maybe not all the time, but I assure you, they do know better, most of the time.

I believe my parents have their own reason for being firmer with me.

Yelah, sebab aku paling degil. Wahahahahahahhaa.

Mokusatsu

Mokusatsu adalah sepatah bahasa Jepun yg bermaksud "to ignore" or "killing with silence". I came across this particular word in my TOK(Theory of Knowledge) class about 4-5 years back. Kau jangan tak tau TOK tu subjek kegemaran aku sebab aku suka cakap2 and bagi idea2 (who cares if ur ideas are craps) dan theory ciptaan sendiri and the best part of TOK is no matter how crappy your ideas are, they are all acceptable and worth discussing! Heeee.

Allow me to define Mokusatsu according to my understanding. The closest malay word that explains mokusatsu is "merajuk lama2 sampai kau rasa bersalah". Okay that's not a word, that's one whole line. Because merajuk alone doesn't give the same meaning as Mokusatsu.

For some people, it's better to remain silent than arguing, especially with someone yang suka ikut kepala dia lepas tu tanak dengar pendapat orang. Maka orang yg lagi satu maybe akan ckp sepatah dua ayat makan dalam and senyap smpai the other person rasa guilty and say sorry for not hearing what u have to say. Just an example. Tak semestinya argument, sometimes kalau kau kena bantai dengan bapak kau lepas tu kau merajuk senyap diam tak kuar bilik tunggu tengah malam baru pegi dapur senyap2, I consider that one as mokusatsu. Biar bapak aku rasa bersalah sebab anak dia kelaparan tak makan nnt sakit2 masuk hospital sume sebab dia bantai aku siang tadi. Hahaha.

Aku rasa i can never practise mokusatsu. Silent treatment wak lu la. Silent torture ade la. I can never stand silence and I can never stand a situation when myself is not heard. I know, the aim of mokusatsu is so that the other person feels guilty and comes back to you to let you speak up for urself, but call me impatient, I really can't wait for that to happen. I wanna be heard right away.

Apart from myself being irritatingly impatient, people will never get it that I am sulking. And that makes me wait even more longer for them to come back at me and say sorry blablabla so might as well fight for it argue bertumbuk tarik rambut segala at least both parties hear each other, done with it, and we're friends again. Rather than kau merajuk 10 hari, nak pujuk 20 hari, bincang2 lagi 10 hari, bila nak settle bang oi? Mokusatsu is so not for me. But it does work perfectly with some other people.

Except for my parents. Of course la, takkan aku nak mengamuk kat parents aku. Kalau nak kena sepak terajang zionis mak aku try la. haha. Mak aku adalah pelakon handalan terbaik kategori veteran sebab all my friends akan cakap aku penipu gila when I say mak aku adalah mak tergarang dalam alam semesta because my mum is super lembut wa cakap sama lu bila dia layan kawan2 aku. Hah, lepas tu aku la kan yang kena tuduh penipu.

Disebabkan perangai aku sedikit setan di masa muda remaja, aku agak dah rasa la keganasan zionis mak aku. Aku malas nak cerita byk pasal keganasan mak aku sebab nanti korang tanak kawan dengan mak aku pulak kan. Tapi paling aku takleh blah sampai sekarang was when aku selambe dek keluar jugak when she already said no(and that was zaman upper form). Ape ada hal time tu kan. Sebab time tu agak tak boleh salahkan aku la, I told her a week earlier aku nak kuar that day, memula green light, but tetibe on that day itself mak aku kata kau jangan keluar dan itu adalah muktamad and jangan harap nak dapat talian hayat eventhough kau menangis bagai nak rak.

Ahhh, nak kuar jugak! Tapi cakap dalam hati la kan, lepas tu terus bantai keluar jugak. Balik je rumah (time tu maghrib), aku tak sempat pun jejak kaki dalam gate, tetiba ada bijik jagung melayang dari pintu rumah, tapi aku elak sepantas kilat ah. Mak aku rupenye, damnnn! Sharp shooter baling bijik jagung wehhh, tau ah baru lepas makan jagung rebus. Lepas tu dia bantai mengamuk dari pintu rumah I was sure jiran tetangga dengar wahahahha I kept silent je ahh nak buat camane lagi, takkan nak main baling2 bijik jagung lak kan. Lepas puas dia mengamuk dia cakap kau duduk luar jgn masuk rumah and slammed the door. Ha kau, sadis tak sadis la kan. Nak masuk ikut tingkap mmg tak muat ah, so aku layan je la duduk luar rumah sampai malam. Nasib baik bapakku selamba rock, he was the one yg let me in tapi gelakkan aku sebab kena marah. Wahaha. Cis.

Lepas tu ingat nak mokusatsu. Memang mokusatsu pun. I locked myself in my room, tak turun makan at all (ok tipu, I did, when everyone fell asleep, tak pun mintak tlg adik amekkan nasik letak ayam 2 ketul kuah banyak sikit letak kicap jugak bawak naik atas) it went on for a few days. Tapi sadly mak aku tak rasa tindakan aku utk merajuk tu adalah comel atau menyayat hati, so dia buat selambe dek dia. Aku dah agak, so finally I gave up. Tau2 dah baik sendiri.

Same goes to my dad. Walaupun tak zionis, but jiwa selamba rock dia membuatkan dia mcm "ohhh abah tatau lak kau merajuk" so dia pun akan buat selamba dek kalau aku bermokusatsu. Dahla my parents are the only people I can't mengamuk with, thus making them as the only people I can practise mokusatsu with, tapi my mokusatsu will remain mokusatsu for years without them pujuk-ing me back 'alalalala anak mama merajuk ke meh sini meh mama pujuk'. Memang tak ahhh wehh. Even if my mom suddenly does that, maybe aku akan kena shock syndrome sebab macam 'is that even you,mom?'

Mokusatsu dengan boyfriend or friends? Memang tak ah, lagi2 friends. Boyfriend okay lagi kot, kadang2 merajuk la, tapi lepas mengamuk, wahahahaha. Tapi dengan friends, merajuk kee? So not me kot. Kalau aku terasa, it's either "cis kau takpe next time aku kenakan kau pulak" atau sound direct sudeyh. Takde keja aku nak lock myself up in my room sebab merajuk dengan kawan. LOL. Agak muntah hijau di situ. I prefer to discuss the argument though it sucks sometimes but it's better off that way dari kau merajuk and the situation keeps hanging. Annoying kot!

But amazingly, guys do prefer mokusatsu. Cam, 'lu pikir la sendiri gua malas nak cakap' tapi bila benda yg aku pikir tu tak sama dengan apa yg kau pikir kau marah pulak tapi lepas tu mokusatsu tanak ckp pape pulak. Igt otak aku adalah photostat kepada otak kau ke boleh pulak nak fikir macam kau. Speak up man.

Mokusatsu can benefit you, but most of the time for me, it worsen the situation. Itu apa yang aku fikir, suka hati aku la kan. Kalau kau rasa mokusatsu tu the best superb fantastic bombastic, go ahead, aku tak kata kau salah, ok anonymous? Haha. Off.



Sumpah time kecik2 I used to be jealous of this blardy kid! Amboi manja gila kau dengan mak kauuu, yang maknye pun satuuu, nak manje2kan anak lepas tu masuk dlm TV, igt aku tak jealous? itu pemikiran aku masa kecik. And pernah cakap macam ni kat my mom ;

Me : Mak, nape mak budak tu dlm TV baik gilaaa...nape mak tak mcm tu pun?? (muka innocent mintak belas kasihan dan perhatian seorang ibu)

Mom : (sambil layan baby baru - adik aku la tu) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (hoi ini gelak tahap melampau okayyy!) itu berlakon je laaa HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (sempat sambung gelak)

Me : (rasa diperbodohkan sejurus kemudian terus sedih)

esoknya my mom braged about my question to my dad and sambung gelak. Cissss!!!

p/s : tp aku rasa iklan fernleaf lagi satu la, yg ada dian p.ramlee tu. ke aku ngigau?

p/s : zionis pun zionis la, that makes me a person today. (walaupun mokusatsu aku selalu gagal sigh)

nasib orang tkde kampung

sisters minus kak long

the 2 handsome guys with my baby sis :D

yo yo selamat hari raya yaawww!

mummy yg mengamuk di pagi raya sbb
kitorang bgn lambat ;p

sebab bosan beraya dkt rumah,
maka camwhore di rumah sendiri.

aaaaa cpt la i nak pegi open house korang2!
hargailah kampung2 anda sebab beraya dkt bandar
sangatlah bosan nak mati. haish.