homesick gila babi sekarang. pernah tak rindu sgt sgt kat family especially parents smpai nangis? booo dah besar gedabak pun nangis. cacat gila. cacat gila. cacat gila. tp dah rindu amat nak buat camane? :(
can't wait to finish studying. nak balik malaysia, jadi doctor cool, lepas tu settle down, pergi honeymoon, lepas tu every weekend balik rumah nak jmpe mummy and daddy!
tadi pagi rindu sgt so dah call abah. then dari tghari till malam i tried calling amir but no answer :( yg ade hanye caller ringtone lagu ayat-ayat cinta. hahahah. then i tried calling baby, she answered tp ckp malas2 because she already asleep. lupe plak call td dah pukul 12 mlm. cis. lupe plak budak kecik ni sekolah lagi kan.
pesal sumerang buat cuti sendiri nk balik malaysia niiiii? tergugat jugak keimanan aku nanti. hish. takleh2! ira sila dok kat bangalore diam2 n blajar for ur 2nd ia! dahla 1st ia mcm tahi. ok lah, entry rindu mak abah dan kaum kerabat di rumah.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
deep down
so i've made a vow to myself to improve my attendance! especially in community medicine class i've been neglecting for months and months, and in clinical posting (which is improving so much especially in the last surgery posting) and not to mention in theory classes for clinical subjects on friday. my attendance for practicals is still under control but am not planning to skip any in the near future. ewah ewah.
i mendapat hidayah utk stop (err, i think it's better for me to use the word 'kurangkan' daripada 'stop') ponteng class because i think it's about time for me to get serious in this profession. i need to remind myself over and over again that im not learning to pass my exam but im learning to become a good doctor in the future and help those people who are in need. ponteng clinical is indeed kerugian yg sgt besar because u don't always get the chance to see the patients with particular disease, even if u have, u don't always have the opportunity to discuss the case with the doctor.
and my mom always remind me, being in medical field doesn't mean u need to always read whatever written in the books, what is more important is ur practical and clinical skills. even if u know every facts about medicine, if u fail to apply it accordingly, u won't become a good clinician. and yes, i agree. so there shouldn't be anymore reasons for me not to do the history taking (regardless of the annoying language barrier - how i wish i can speak indian language fluently now)
and another thing that matters, effort. a certain someone said to me few weeks back "kalau ira jadi lecturer/doctor yg buat class tp student ramai tak datang ira rase ape? disappointed kan?" i really was terdiam for a moment and i couldnt agree more. whatever she said was true. the doctors were preparing so much for us but i really take it for granted. whatever classes that are already over, are really over. there'll be no repeated classes for those who bunk classes and whatever i've missed, i will miss. i need to work things out on my own to catch up.
and yes, let's not skip the morning clinical class even if i have test in the evening. skipping morning class doesn't always mean i'll be up studying for the evening test. it only give me extra hours to sleep.
this isn't school anymore. this isn't just about passing exams. passing exam doesn't guarantee u to become a good clinician. i know kesedaran like this datang once in a while and it might fade away after some time but i'm hoping for myself to improve bit by bit. and i sgt sedar with my sifat pemalas mcm lembu yg mmg congenital and therefore i really need a strong motivation to stay rajin and to always have kesedaran like this before it's too late.
a reminder to myself. will remind myself to read this post again and again whenever i feel like ponteng class or whenever i feel demotivated.
i mendapat hidayah utk stop (err, i think it's better for me to use the word 'kurangkan' daripada 'stop') ponteng class because i think it's about time for me to get serious in this profession. i need to remind myself over and over again that im not learning to pass my exam but im learning to become a good doctor in the future and help those people who are in need. ponteng clinical is indeed kerugian yg sgt besar because u don't always get the chance to see the patients with particular disease, even if u have, u don't always have the opportunity to discuss the case with the doctor.
and my mom always remind me, being in medical field doesn't mean u need to always read whatever written in the books, what is more important is ur practical and clinical skills. even if u know every facts about medicine, if u fail to apply it accordingly, u won't become a good clinician. and yes, i agree. so there shouldn't be anymore reasons for me not to do the history taking (regardless of the annoying language barrier - how i wish i can speak indian language fluently now)
and another thing that matters, effort. a certain someone said to me few weeks back "kalau ira jadi lecturer/doctor yg buat class tp student ramai tak datang ira rase ape? disappointed kan?" i really was terdiam for a moment and i couldnt agree more. whatever she said was true. the doctors were preparing so much for us but i really take it for granted. whatever classes that are already over, are really over. there'll be no repeated classes for those who bunk classes and whatever i've missed, i will miss. i need to work things out on my own to catch up.
and yes, let's not skip the morning clinical class even if i have test in the evening. skipping morning class doesn't always mean i'll be up studying for the evening test. it only give me extra hours to sleep.
this isn't school anymore. this isn't just about passing exams. passing exam doesn't guarantee u to become a good clinician. i know kesedaran like this datang once in a while and it might fade away after some time but i'm hoping for myself to improve bit by bit. and i sgt sedar with my sifat pemalas mcm lembu yg mmg congenital and therefore i really need a strong motivation to stay rajin and to always have kesedaran like this before it's too late.
a reminder to myself. will remind myself to read this post again and again whenever i feel like ponteng class or whenever i feel demotivated.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
gossip girls
out to celebrate nadia's birthday which is sooooooo last season ;p we were to celebrate her birthday on the birthday nite itself but baz got admitted to the hospital for dengue fever. too bad too bad. the main activity of the nite ; GOSSIP! hahahahaha best gossip girls in my place!
need to post more pics in the future. my blog is so full of writings. boring takkkk? LOL.
ahahah, the belated bday girl. (so last season okay!)
the petite girls
another activity of the nite ; camwhoring
u know u love us xoxo hahaahah
need to post more pics in the future. my blog is so full of writings. boring takkkk? LOL.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
melayu
i swear i was a punctual person! but now i am very much adapted to the people around me. kalau kata pukul 9 pagi, harapan la, tunggu la sampai 9.30 pagi kot. tu pun belum tentu. i sgt respect orang yg respect masa orang lain. dulu i seboleh2 akan siap on time, kalau kata janji nak jumpe dekat klcc pukul 12, pukul 11 tu make sure dah keluar rumah (or maybe earlier) and then i'll end up waiting for my other people to come at 1. marah la jugak kan. kau struggle siap awal2 sebab nak be on time, tp orang lain boleh bantai bangun tido at 12 and meet me at 1. tapi nak buat camane, that is so melayu. boleh kate 90% malays mmg tak punctual. daripada aku sakit hati tunggu orang yg bajet vip, baik aku jadi vip same. life is fair. takkan aku je nak tunggu korang kan? tapi agak2 la jugak, respect k masa orang lain. kalau camni, camane melayu nak maju? malu sket weh.
dasar melayu. tak dengki mmg tak boleh. takde la semua melayu mcm tu kan, tapi boleh kate mmg orang melayu ni akan dengki dekat orang melayu yg lain. kalau kate kau buat bisnes jual karipap, seboleh2 kau dengki dekat makcik senah yg jual karipap jugak. tapi amoi jual karipap kau tanak pulak dengki wpun karipap die lagi laris. kenape tah perangai orang melayu boleh jadi sejijik tu? rezeki tu kan dh ditetapkan, tak perlu kot dengki. contoh lagi satu la yg paling obvious buat kite yg students ni, kau seboleh2 tanak kawan kau lagi cemerlang dari kau, dahla tu, kalau kawan kau tu fail lagi kau gembira buat sujud syukur kot. kalau lecturer bagitau kau topic ape yg masuk exam, kau seboleh2 tanak share ngan orang lain sebab nak biar orang lain tak score mcm kau. wtf weh. hina sungguh perangai kau.
heh. camni ke melayu? dahla tak respect time orang, dengki plak tu. ok la ni mcm agak unfair kepada orang melayu yg punctual and tak dengki. tapi it is undeniable that most melayu are like that. for god's sake if kau one of those yg tak punctual n yg kuat dengki mendengki, cube2 la utk improve. igt tak tension ke tunggu orang? and igt kau boleh jd hebat gila ke if keje asik nk dengki je? buat malu je. boo.
dasar melayu. tak dengki mmg tak boleh. takde la semua melayu mcm tu kan, tapi boleh kate mmg orang melayu ni akan dengki dekat orang melayu yg lain. kalau kate kau buat bisnes jual karipap, seboleh2 kau dengki dekat makcik senah yg jual karipap jugak. tapi amoi jual karipap kau tanak pulak dengki wpun karipap die lagi laris. kenape tah perangai orang melayu boleh jadi sejijik tu? rezeki tu kan dh ditetapkan, tak perlu kot dengki. contoh lagi satu la yg paling obvious buat kite yg students ni, kau seboleh2 tanak kawan kau lagi cemerlang dari kau, dahla tu, kalau kawan kau tu fail lagi kau gembira buat sujud syukur kot. kalau lecturer bagitau kau topic ape yg masuk exam, kau seboleh2 tanak share ngan orang lain sebab nak biar orang lain tak score mcm kau. wtf weh. hina sungguh perangai kau.
heh. camni ke melayu? dahla tak respect time orang, dengki plak tu. ok la ni mcm agak unfair kepada orang melayu yg punctual and tak dengki. tapi it is undeniable that most melayu are like that. for god's sake if kau one of those yg tak punctual n yg kuat dengki mendengki, cube2 la utk improve. igt tak tension ke tunggu orang? and igt kau boleh jd hebat gila ke if keje asik nk dengki je? buat malu je. boo.
Friday, August 7, 2009
branded little ira
once upon a time when i was about 3-4 years old, i remember i kept insisting my dad to buy me a pair of reebok sneakers. i wanted the shoes so badly that i cried and threw tantrums to him so that he would give up and let me have that pair of shoes. sadly he ignored this little kid's wish because buying a pair of reebok sneakers for a fast-growing kid is not worth the money.
i was sad. but i kept bringing back the topic to him so that my father know how much he break my heart for not buying me what i wanted.
after a week or so, my dad returned home with a pair of sneakers. yes, reebok sneakers. i was beyond happy and that was my favourite sneakers eversince. (hello, other kids my age didn't wear reebok sneakers, no, they don't even know what reebok is)
after years, i came to know that my sneakers was not reebok, it was rikbok. yeah, same pronounciation. that was when i know the right spelling of reebok. oh yes, the trick worked and it became a legendary joke in the family, until now.
the legendary story of branded little ira.
now, whenever i go shopping, my dad would say this ;
sampai hatimu abah!
i was sad. but i kept bringing back the topic to him so that my father know how much he break my heart for not buying me what i wanted.
after a week or so, my dad returned home with a pair of sneakers. yes, reebok sneakers. i was beyond happy and that was my favourite sneakers eversince. (hello, other kids my age didn't wear reebok sneakers, no, they don't even know what reebok is)
after years, i came to know that my sneakers was not reebok, it was rikbok. yeah, same pronounciation. that was when i know the right spelling of reebok. oh yes, the trick worked and it became a legendary joke in the family, until now.
the legendary story of branded little ira.
not with my rikbok shoes
now, whenever i go shopping, my dad would say this ;"pegi la beli baju kat giant jer, standard awak giant jer, dulu pun pakai RIKBOK jee, stylo jugak"
sampai hatimu abah!
Sunday, August 2, 2009
being me
one of the hardest things (note the plural) for me is to shop for my college attire. yes, those decent tops and loose pants.
because i can't help buying other fancy tops and skinnies and the next thing i know is that i have no penny left in my wallet. blergh.
i've tried so many times, and after so many times i still return home without any decent tops or loose pants. i'm sorry.
that's why u'll see me recycling my baju kurung and the same old long-sleeved (or quarter) tops i've been wearing for years (yes, some are even 5 years old, i kid u not)
afterall, it's just me being truly me :)
because i can't help buying other fancy tops and skinnies and the next thing i know is that i have no penny left in my wallet. blergh.
i've tried so many times, and after so many times i still return home without any decent tops or loose pants. i'm sorry.
that's why u'll see me recycling my baju kurung and the same old long-sleeved (or quarter) tops i've been wearing for years (yes, some are even 5 years old, i kid u not)
afterall, it's just me being truly me :)
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