my baby

YM session with baby ;

me : baby, kalau dapat boarding school, wanna go or not?
baby : NO WAYYY! lagipun mak won't let me go.

woaaahhh! that's a lot of difference! when i was that age (12 years old), my parents were the ones enthusiastic about me going to boarding school. it was an order. i was forced to go to boarding school by my parents, at such a young age.

alrite i understand that a lot of u must have gone to asrama after upsr and survived, shame on me. i refused to go to boarding school after upsr. got an offer to go to one science school in pekan, pahang but to me, it was an offer to hell. i didn't want to go. i wasn't ready. i didn't know how to do the laundry, i can't imagine staying away from parents and i didn't want to separate from my friends.

told ya i was forced. i really was. i gave 1001 reasons why i shouldn't go to boarding school but my parents didn't want to listen to me. i still remember myself menangis melalak like crazy on the stairs sebab mogok tanak pegi asrama masa form 1 but my mom accused me for being degil and mengada and manja, which was so not me hahaahah. (why stairs? i can't remember! but i can still picture drama sadis tersebut)

i was then given an option, to go to the science school in pekan, pahang or to go to sekolah agama in kl. seriously, the option given didn't make anything better, things got worse because i refused to go to both. my parents just don't get it that i want to stay at home and go to daily school like everyone else. and i didn't get it that my parents wanted to get rid of me hahahaha ;p okay la, i was this naughty little girl who used to argue a lot with my mom and do things ikut my immature mind etc etc (i grew up with mak yg sangat sangat garang and i was this girl yg sgt degil according to her so u can imagine how things used to be, maybe that's why she wanted me to go to boarding school)

but hey, miracle happens when u least expecting it. i got appendicitis at the right time, and i had to undergo a surgery for that. i was hospitalized for about a week and the doctor told my parents not to let me do heavy stuffs and not to go for sports. the whole issue about me going to boarding school finally came to an end. i didn't have to go to boarding school, and i was happier than ever ;p. thanks to appendicitis. hahahahaha.

went to boarding school willingly when i was 16. i was ready for a new challenge. and when i say new challenge, i mean it. let's not talk much about the new challenges i had to face in boarding school. to make it short, i survived.

my parents didn't say a word about sending another daughter/son to boarding school after i survived my school years in boarding school. i questioned my mom once about this matter, and the reply that i got was "because u are so much independent than the rest of ur siblings and i know u can survive" aaawwww that's soooo sweeeet! (and she added, "sebab kakak degil so bila duduk asrama u can discipline urself" ooouuuccchhh!) wahahahaha. that's kinda true but the whole asrama thing failed to discipline ur daughter, mom.

everything bout asrama is over and done with. i am now in india and i must tell u living in this poor country isn't easy, gotta be rough and tough to survive ;p pardon me for writing to long. the purpose of this entry is nothing but to wish my baby sister best of luck for her upsr examination that's coming up real soon but i ended up writing an essay about me and boarding school. (the urge to write comes unexpectedly that i kept on writing and writing tau tau je dah panjang)

baby anis, GOOD LUCK in ur UPSR!
i know u can get what u aim for :D all the bestttttt~~~

india pun ade satay la beb.

i hate the fact that my eyes get irritated so easily! potong btol ahhh! i hate dealing with mata berair and photophobia siap dengan congested red eyes macam ape je :( huaaa. ade tak orang mata hijau or biru nak derma mata? pls contact me.

and i am forever lempong dan segala lempong when watching action movies. cannot go la. i watched G.I Joe with my boyfriend (yes, with acutely inflammed left eye) only to ask him 'kenapa diorang gaduh2 ni?' , 'what was this all about?' and luckily he layan me menjawab my annoying questions. okay seriously, im not into action movies, at all. i do love watching the stunts and all but without me understanding the whole story line, yes that's me. i can easily doze off watching lord of the ring, i can laugh watching pirates of the carribean without actually faham the story, err i dun watch harry potter but i like transformers because megan fox is the actress, and because bumble bee is adorable. (and because my bf is willing to make me understand the story) okay now u can laugh at me. i dun mind, at all. hahah.

i skipped classes today, the whole day. kasi can ah, i can't always date my boyfriend, balik malaysia nnti pun we have 1 week je together in malaysia tu pun 1st week of raya obviously he's busy and me pun kene ikut my family beraya2 semua so kesian kan kitorang, nak dating pun susah. so terpaksa la dating dekat india naik auto tengok lembu makan rumput and orang kencing berdiri tepi jalan. (tu pun because he's willing to stayback in bangalore for a week, seriously, ade jugak orang nak stayback dekat india because of the girlfriend! wahhh! saya terharu!)

okay la. nak tidur. btw, i ate satay at tasty tangles, 4 batang for roughly around rm16. pergh. betapa exoticnya malaysian dishes! i miss malaysian food so badly! the laksa was blergh. ade ke kuah laksa guna santan semata? aku rasa nak ajar je chef tu masak laksa (wpun tak pnah buat laksa, i yakin i can masak laksa by just referring to the recipe, ewah!) ok la ok la, i've merepek enough. it's time to sleep! got clinical tomorrow morning, but with this inflammed eye of mine, i think i have the privilege to take a day off :) lalalalalalaaaa~~ ciaooo!

how cantik is cantik?

i get it. u wanna know the definition of cantik is it?
cantik is beautiful, gorgeous, pretty.

one fun question u shud try asking people around u (especially to guys) is this ;

when do u think a girl is most beautiful?

it started long time ago when a guy told me that he finds a girl is most beautiful when she's wearing her telekung. i was like, are u serious? no i didn't mean wearing telekung makes a girl looks hodoh but i didn't think it makes u look beautiful either. i thought it was weird, so i started asking people around. (err not just random people mind u, they'll think i'm a crazy bitch trying to look beautiful in their eyes wahahaha, i asked few close guy friends laahhh!)

so they answered. some of the answers that i can recall are these ;

1. when the girl is so focused and serious doing her work, like doing assignments and all.
   
2. when the girl wears baju kurung sekolah without her tudung on.
   
3. when the girl is blushing
4. after the girl is out from the bathroom, smiling with her wet hair.
   
5. when the girl wears white coat with her spectacles on
   
6. when the girl is playing sports
   

see! the answers are numerous, some of which u can't even think of. i dun even like looking at myself after playing some sports (which is very rare anyway) because i think i look dirty and busuk. hahahah. and still some weird guys thought it is beautiful. now u really can't tell the exact definition of cantik because it varies from person to person. the human eyes do perceive things differently, and interpret things even more differently. ( yes, we don't look through buffalo's eyes don't we? -inner joke of the day- ;p )

to me, though i'm a girl, i do like to look at beautiful girls. i think this is a normal phenomenon, a girl loves looking at another hot girl is like so normal. yes we are straight. hahahaha. to me, every girl has their own charm, it's a matter of whether or not the girl let it out appropriately or not and that includes her dressing, attitude, social skills and most importantly, intelligence!

a girl is most beautiful when she walks and talks with confidence! that's what i think, provided, she takes good care of her skin (skin color isn't an issue if u have flawless skin) and is someone who loves to smile :D but anyway, don't have to do any of these because u don't want to impress me right? ;p so get ur muscles to do extra work for some sports, get focused on doing ur assignments and blush as much as u can, someone might think u look hot doing any of these ;p

so guys, when do u think a girl is most beautiful? (i'm hoping for more weird answers LOL)

p/s : the nerding mood doesn't turn out to be so nerdy. i studied pathology for less than 30 minutes, that too in front of this old laptop of mine ;p okay lah will study harder tomorrow! janji!

euw

okay seriously, i'm so sick of people who can't take jokes. i am very much a cheerful person (well at least i think i am, to some extend) that i hate boring conversation, i hate dull situation, i dunno if there are people who love living in a dull dull situation, anyone?

i think jokes are essential in life. omg i boleh mati kebosanan bercakap dengan orang yg serious all the time and emo bila kau gurau2. orang mcm ni boleh duduk dalam gua sorang2 (ayat abah zaman berzaman) okay bout orang yg serious all the time tu okay lagi la compared to these people yg takleh accept jokes and will go like "pehal kau ni?" when ur intention is to gurau2 merapatkan silatulrahim and to have a good time laughing together with the other person.

THAT IS SO ANNOYING! maybe the jokes are annoying but hello jokes are supposed to be annoying! it's not like i make annoying jokes every minute that u should go and say "pehal kau ni" or phrases yg sewaktu dengannya. and the weirdest part is, ade time u're a good company to joke around and the next day u're this person who can't take the jokes. what are u? at least be constant man. u can't expect people to understand u and ur mood swing and whatsoever. or at least if u're having PMS, u can at least smile or just shut up, i'll understand.

now i'm wishing u all the best living in ur boring world! i wanna have some fun! with some fun people!

p/s : we all have mood swing, but mood swing doesn't mean 'aku leh layan orang mcm sampah sebab aku takde mood'. i officially tak suka these people. thank you.

wish list (edited version)

i really dunno which model is the best but i'm craving for one. preferably with a personal photographer wahahahah ;p to capture every precious moment of mine and my loved ones. please pleaseeeee i want oneeee!

yes i want pink electric guitar but do take me seriously! playing guitar is already a little boyish so i need something to make me look girlish. (alasan takleh blah!) nah, i just think pink guitars are cute! (pink isn't my favourite color, my fav color is red!)

all credit goes to paan, nadd's boyfriend for introducing this to me! floral ibanez! so la the cun! i want one i want one! canteknyeeee diaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
i've been searching for an affordable eyeshadow set but i couldn't find any. buying an eyeshadow set of unknown brand(or some cheap brand) is a big no no! not because i'm a brand conscious but because i don't want to end up damaging my skin with its harmful contents!

p/s : girls alert! make sure ur lipstick/lipgloss doesn't contain lead because lead is known to cause cancer. some cosmetic brands that are known to contain lead in their lipstick are christian dior, YSL, chanel, red earth, estee lauder, clinique and lancome. click here to read more.

boo!

i haven't met the loved ones for the longest time and that SUCKS.

MCQ

hi awak! cube teka siapa kite?
A) lanun
B) pekerja dalam terowong
C) perompak

ok la, i'm putting up some more pics as the clues.

me : omg, is that bijih timah or taiks telinga i'm seeing? there's a big bulk of bronze-coloured waxy thingy.

baz : (silent and posing for the camera )

i'm guessing the bronze-coloured taiks telinga is blocking her hearing T_T


now what would be ur answer? the answer issssss :-
D) ENT specialist! ( *ENT = ear nose throat)

ahaha, ok la, actually i'm in ENT posting. not really my favourite but at least the classes are not as boring as those in dermatology posting. the crown-like thingy im wearing on my head is actually a device meant to assist the examination of ear, nose and throat. u know, these tiny cavities really need extra lighting for us to see what's there inside these gua (i meant to say caves)

uh oh, i have an advertisement to make ;

PROTECT URSELF FROM SWINE FLU BY WEARING MASK LIKE ME (and denin)

p/s : i think i look horrible in the first 3 pics. but who cares. pictures can be deceiving. hahahah.