my perfume and my study

femme by hugo boss. my dearie got me this some time last year and i've been using this perfume ever since. and now this perfume of mine is about to finish. i was thinking of getting myself a new bottle of this. but not until i found out that hugo boss is another israeli product. *damn* i am definitely not gonna buy this. that's the least that i can do to help isn't it? i'm not gonna die if i don't buy this perfume for myself, but if i buy this perfume, that means i'm helping the israelis to kill the muslim population in palestine. i'm not that mean. i'm not sure if we help much by not buying the israeli products, but we're not in the position to give a big help either. well sometimes, little things that we do means a lot to someone else. we'll never know and there's no harm in doing so anyway. so why not?

oh btw, i have a date with myself tomorrow. yeay shopping date! the top list is surely to find a brand new perfume! errr, i know, i got class tomorrow(hello, tomorrow is monday for god's sake!) should be concentrating more on study, not anything unnecessary. but i can't help being myself. honestly, it's been 4 months since i entered my 2nd year of MBBS but seriously serious, i don't know what i've actually learnt for the past 4 months. scary isn't it? but what's scarier is that i'm not scared at all. get what i mean? hahah forget it if u don't. if you ask me anything about pharmacology or microbiology, i'll give u craps. i'm all interested in forensic medicine and clinical subjects. pharmacology and microbiology can kiss my ass! who wants to deal with drugs and minute organisms?! i don't want. well, sape suruh kau amek medic kalau tanak blaja pharmaco and microb, baik kau pegi menternak kambing. yes, please tell me that, i deserve that. hahahah.

and last week, i had a class on pathology study case. i did not study at all. not even a line in pathology book that i've read before attending the class. and yeay, i managed to make myself look like a total fool when my lecturer asked me questions. twice. yeay people, twice. but today, i'm still me. no progress in my study at all. erk.

fine, nak bukak buku la ni. *blueeekkkk!!*