Saturday, March 28, 2009

monolog dalaman

sometimes kau tak tau ape kau dh buat dengan life kau. pathetic. sometimes kau tak tau mane pegi otak kau bila kau decide something. sometimes kau tak cukup analyze benda tapi kau dah ckp yes. pathetic lagi. sometimes kau tatau camana nak fix things up because benda tu akan jadi complicated walaupun niat kau adalah utk fix benda tu. double pathetic.

sometimes it feels so good to be wrong.

i wish i can reconstruct my life. first things first, no more india. im loving every inch of my life now. now means here. here means malaysia. i wish #%@F^#$^#&$!@#SFS not to be mentioned here.

bottom line is, i want to reconstruct my life that seems so impossible cos things will definitely get more complicated. maybe kau kena lari jauh2 and start over. tapi mcmane nak lari kalau here is my chosen place? wth.

i'm all mixed up. tak sangka. u guys won't get any idea about this. anything that's on ur mind is not what's on my mind. so u can keep ur assumptions senyap2 ok.

i dont wanna back to india. i need my miracle.

7 comments:

Ey3~Zha said...

be strong... watever it is ade hikmah..... seriously life in msia in sooo much better than sydney..... mati2 igt sydney ni gempak... tp laid back gler.... errr... klau lari dr topic sory... anyway.... be strong....

nadd said...

whatever pun ira, i'll always be there for you. seriously. loves.

N

sRuGgle!! said...

nah miracle aku bagi!hoho...

*tak nak complicates ur complicated life* hoho

chill...

IRA said...

thanks guys~

Lutfi Fadil said...

hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri, lebih baik di negara awan

azar syazwan said...

sampai bile mau lari...stand up n work ur dream syg...myb not now but just by start ur 1st step to ur ideal life now, u'll have wut u want later, myb 2 years or 3 years later but eventually it will happen...believe me...as long as u work on it..dont giv up k

azar syazwan said...

i think i understand now...stupid me