sometimes kau tak tau ape kau dh buat dengan life kau. pathetic. sometimes kau tak tau mane pegi otak kau bila kau decide something. sometimes kau tak cukup analyze benda tapi kau dah ckp yes. pathetic lagi. sometimes kau tatau camana nak fix things up because benda tu akan jadi complicated walaupun niat kau adalah utk fix benda tu. double pathetic.
sometimes it feels so good to be wrong.
i wish i can reconstruct my life. first things first, no more india. im loving every inch of my life now. now means here. here means malaysia. i wish #%@F^#$^#&$!@#SFS not to be mentioned here.
bottom line is, i want to reconstruct my life that seems so impossible cos things will definitely get more complicated. maybe kau kena lari jauh2 and start over. tapi mcmane nak lari kalau here is my chosen place? wth.
i'm all mixed up. tak sangka. u guys won't get any idea about this. anything that's on ur mind is not what's on my mind. so u can keep ur assumptions senyap2 ok.
i dont wanna back to india. i need my miracle.
Exhausted nye ya ampun
11 hours ago