everything seems to be twisted. those u think are friends, sometimes are your worst nightmare. i marah k orang mcm ni!! it's so true that u can't really trust anyone in this life! i dun trust people that easily but when i am starting to have faith in some people i thought i can trust, they simply let me down and then act as if they're innocent, as if nothing they've done nothing wrong, as if everything is alright!
nothing is alright when u betray ur friend. i can't believe some people can still live so happily without feeling guilty at all! a human being will at least apologize! does it hurt ur ego if u say sorry? huhhh! well i dun care anymore, at least i now know the real u. not really the kind of person i wud fancy to befriend with.
some people question, who is more important, bestfriend or boyfriend? what the heck! to me, there's really no answer to that question! both are equally important to me! boyfriend is boyfriend la, someone u hope to spend ur whole life with. bestfriend is still bestfriend, kau dah kawin ke, dah anak 10 ke, dah jadi janda ke, still bestfriend! so, can u really come out with an answer to that stupid question?and i'm so fucking pissed with those who share anything and everything with the boyfriend including the privacy of the bestfriend!(and vice versa) u don't call urself a bestfriend if u can't protect ur friend's privacy!
and i bloody hate two-faced people. damn these kinda ppl are everywhere. i see them everywhere kotttt! they'll talk shit about samad to ali, and talk shit about ali to samad. wtf? kalau kau terasa, yes buddy i'm talking about u and tell u what, u think others dunno what u're doing but sorry to tell u, they clearly know who u really are. ohhh do u really have fun doing that huh? i know, ur life is too dull too boring that being a two-faced person brings that much joy and happiness to u! pathetic gile kau %@^$* (u know who u are, kan?:) )
friends yg btul2 sincere boleh tahan susah la nak cari. those who will stay with u through ur high and low are indeed people u should appreciate all ur life. if i can't leave this world as someone remarkable to the society, i want to be remembered as a good friend, and i'll be happier than ever.
p/s : leaving behind ur friends/besties for ur gf/bf isn't the right thing to do.
Exhausted nye ya ampun
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