ku redahi jugak!

our sports day has officially started on jumaat malam sabtu! first match was netball, obviously la aku tak main sebab the last time i played netball was when i was in standard 6 and that was 10 years ago. so agak lempong di situ. tapi semangat tinggi menjulang2 utk support member2 batch sendiri especially roommate and hsemate sendiri (yaya and mai), so i turun to cheer for them!

i gigih gile cheer utk diorang wahahahaha, budak2 batch i yg turun pun sume cheer yeah u go girls! sakit tekak toksah cakap, jerit mcm nak terpelanting tekak tu okay. the competition between our batch and jr batch was VERY stiff, pergh ini bikin panas. hahahaha. panas tak panas, esoknya my class ada theory and practical exam for medicine.

seperti yg kita sedia maklum, exam theory and practical medicine mmg terkenal dengan sifatnya yg susah nak mati and lagi masyhur dengan doktor2 yg garang lagi scary the mary plus sarcastic habis so macam agak down di situ. niat di hati mase cheer tu cam, ponteng je ah exam nih lenkali bole buat betul2. mmg time tu 98% tanak amek exam 2% rasa bersalah 0% rasa nak amek exam. wahahaha. okay tlg jgn contohi.

bila tanye budak2 lain, ade yg nak redah je pegi ade yg nak ponteng je exam tu. antara orang yg determine nak redah je pegi exam medicine ialah bazilah which is sooo unlike her so cam agak terkejut lg terancam di situ. then bile habis match, balik rumah, selak la few pages of buku medicine and cam time tu niat di hati, okay mari kita redah exam medicine walaupun ilmu medicine yg melekat di dada hanya seciput nk dibandingkan dengan medicine yg as whole yg byk gila tut tut.

tp tak tahan lama, sebab penat jerit pening2 sbb jerit jugak beserta mengantuk. maka tidurlah i dengan aman damai and dengan niat akan bangun utk pegi exam medicine esok. yeah, redah! then bila bangun pagi, check hp, dapat msg ninot "ira, aku pass paper medicine kat husna, aku tak pegi exam". pergh, ayat yg sungguh infectious, terus hilang semangat bernilai seciput aku utk redah exam medicine. roommate dah siap2 and dah kejut2 aku suro pegi jugak amek exam, tapi time tu niat di hati cam 100% tanak pegi amek exam tapi disebabkan yaya cam pujuk2 suro pegi so macam, yela yela aku pegi exam theory dulu practical tatau lagi. sebab theory walaupun kau tak bole jawab, takde senyuman sarcastic dari doctor yg akan menghantui hidup kau atau kata2 dari doctor yg bakal menusuk jiwa. so okay, sebagai roommate bertauliah, yaya waited for me utk siap2 mandi ape sume and pegi hospital with her (sebab yaya ade scooter) dhla pagi tu takde electric, tp ku redahi jugak mandi air sejuk dalam gelap sebab tkde lampu and ni mmg siap tak tengok cermin langsung terus pegi hospital amek theory exam. yeah, ku redahi juga.

theory paper done. berjaya redah. no comment on the questions. aku jawab je ape2 yg aku rase nak tulis. then the scariest part, practical exam. dahla i only have stethoscope and knee hammer semata utk amek exam. tu pun knee hammer yaya (ok blame me now mmg i dun have my own kit wahahahahaha) time tu niat di hati macam, okay tengok dulu dapat patient macammane, kalau dapat cns(central nervous system) patient, agak mati di situ sebab cns agak byk examination and soalan mmg kaw2 especially bila kau dapat dr jacob (last time i got cns patient and dr jacob to assess me)

agak lama tunggu somebody datang utk bagitau kitorang which patient yg kitorang kene examine, i told myself, if tak datang dlm masa 10 minit, im going home. time tu dahla cuak sebab petang ada basketball match. okay kawan2, i mmg diketahui ramai sebagai seorang yg malas bersukan and the last time i bersukan was last year punya sports day yg cam tibe2 je main basketball siap main pakai jeans lagi tapi luck was on my side i berjaya shoot bape kali tah so cam bangga sekejap tp sebenarnya itu luck semata hahahah so theres really nothing to proud of. tapi cam this time redah je masuk basketball sebab cam tkde orang nak main so cam ahhh layan je la.

lepas tu dapat patient. i dapat patient dekat ccu ward and i was the only person yg dpt patient kat situ. praying hard that i dont get cns patient sebab i dun have the kit so cam nk cilok kit sape tah. then pegi ah usha patient tu. pakcik tua mr gullapa 70 years old who came with the complaint of 1 week of high fever, cough with sputum production, dyspnoea (breathing difficulty) so cam alhamdulillah syukur nikmat dapat respiratory system punya patient so i proceed. tak jadi balik. wahhahaha. wpon dah banyak kali berniat nak balik nk balik malas nak amek exam, tp berjaya pegi and done with it. yeah, ku redahi jugak.

then balik around 1130am camtu. dapat msg from baya kata our basketball match di cptkan around 3 something right afta netball final match. pergh. nak kene rush lagi. igtkan leh la bantai tido sejam dua before pegi, tapi bantai tido apenye, tak tertido kot sebab stress wahahaha. kalau kau mmg dah star in basketball, tkde la stress kan, tp kalau orang cam aku yg sports setahun sekali, wajib la stress kan. hahahaha.

baz came to my hse sbb nk amek baju sukan dia. then we decided to go to the court early, so mara la kami ke basketball court dengan menunggang scooter baz. tengah jalan, scoot baz bunyi pelik and cam tersengguk2 sket, tapi yakin kata ohh maybe sebab kita bawak air satu botol besar penuh that's why ada bunyi pelik and macam tersengguk2 maybe momentum air dlm botol tu kot cewah dan dan aku berfikiran fizik time tu kan. then tak pepasal tengah2 jalan tu scoot baz nak terjatuh diiringi bunyi letupan dari bawah. yeah, tayar pancit. of all the time, time tu jugak mau pancit, tak cukup stress dengan the upcoming match, tambah lg satu stress, agak depresi la. tapi seb baik workshop bebetul depan mata, so terus hantar workshop and kami meneruskan perjalanan menuju basketball court. yeah, ku redahi jugak.

okay dipendekkan cerita, kononnye match right afta netball match (which was supposed to be around 3/4) tapi sebab hujan maka basketball match kitorang start petang. (eh, ke malam? bole tak aku lupe?) and sila teka sendiri menang ke kalah. hahahah. walaupun basketball telah aku tinggalkan berkurun2 lamanya, tapi redah jugak masuk basketball sebab mmg tak cukup player sampai kene import budak netball. yeah, ku redahi jugak.

balik rumah dah lewat malam. sampai2 je rumah dapat tau my block akan tkde electric smpai esok pagi. apakahhh? penat gile rase nk tido smpai sebulan so i cepat2 mandi wpon kesejukan nk mati sebab heater tkleh on and mandi dlm gelap plak tu sbb tkde lektrik tp redah jugak. then around 12 camtu dah start golek2 and bersiap sedia utk tidur smpai lebam. malangnya dengan kondisi sedemikian rupa, i ditemani nyamuk2 yg riang gembira di sekitar telinge i siap gigit2 manja gitu sampai aku tkleh tido walaupun dah berusaha sedaya upaya! sampai pukul 4 pagi okayyyyyyyyyy baring tutup mata tapi sebenarnya tak tido! sakit hatiiii sebab esoknya ada acara penutup sports day + malaysian food festival so itu maknenye kene bangun awal and pegi tunjuk muka dekat complex sukan berkenaan tapi celah mana nk bangun awal kalau pukul 4 pagi baru aku terlelap. 4 jam baring tutup mata mcm bongok! i'm so gonna get some medicine for my sleeping disorder! walaupun begitu, ku redahi jugak malam2 yg suram bersama nyamuk2 yg riang gembira.

esoknya redah jugak pegi complex sukan utk beri sokongan padu pada rakan2 yg berjuang utk sukan negara di tanah bangalore. paling tak boleh blah, time acara tarik tali, tali boleh putus. padahal tali tu orang2 sini gune utk ikat gajah, tapi budak2 ni boleh kasi putus, 2 kali okayyy! adakah korang lebih gagah dari gajah? itu persoalannya. disebabkan sekarang musim panas and mereka pula bersukan dan bersukaneka di tengah2 panas maka sebagai cheerleader paling bergaya lagi gigih i redah jugak cheer tengah2 panas (ceh yeke?) sebab tu bila sampai rumah tengok cermin dah tak kenal diri sendiri sebab sunburn lagi. pergh, ni mmg kulit paling susceptible kepada sunburn, nak buat camane kan. ku redahi jugak.

yeah, tiring kan weekend i? sebagai seorang yg tidak mengamalkan active lifestyle, maka i merasa weekend kali ni cukup hectic dan terlebih active utk diri sendiri. tapi dah berjaya redah, and i have a few more things yg perlu diredahi dalam masa terdekat ni.

redah je la.

p/s : tkde pics to be uploaded, i didn't bring my own camera but my pics ade bersepah2 dkt camera orang tak tau sape so kalau ada tlg la upload kat fb ek, sape yg nmpak my pics in fb tlg tagkan wakakakakakka. kalau ade la kan. padahal tatau camera sape tah aku masuk.

xde life

adalah orang2 yg duduk kat rumah main internet sampai lebam, tengok tv smpai pening and tidur smpai orang igt kau dah mati, tapi tak turun support member2 sendiri. pergh. gila takde life.

aku tak main pun mlm tadi, tapi agak emo dengan orang2 yg tak turun utk support batch sendiri! kalau bukan kita nak sokong, sape lagi samdol? takkan nak panggil satish and the gang turun utk cheer utk member2 baik korang kot.

duit auto mahal sgt? or time korang terlalu precious? or terlalu taksub main internet? atau tak boleh stop tengok cerita korea? bosan gilaaaaa life korang! sumpah!

biar ah aku emo. hahaha. padahal bukan main pun tadi! biar ah korang terasa, memang tu pon point aku. sekian terima kasih!

p/s : oh dengar cite jugak ramai tanak pegi dinner, hahaha, okay, have fun in ur house! alasan tkde duit and malas nak join adalah alasan paling aku menyampah nak dengar. lainlah atuk korang meninggal ke apa. tapi pape pun, maybe kau rasa simpan duit rs1000++ tu lagi bermakna kot. watever. sengal.

bosan. tkde life. booo.

short notes

electricity dekat sini macam @!#%$#^%$&*@$%^.
jangan salahkan saya kalau saya tak pergi class esok, i need electricity to take my bath and bersiap2. (ceh, padahal sudah niat di hati malas nak pegi esok)
ya rabbi minggu ni ponteng besar-besaran macam prof sudha tu mak aku pulak.

okay seriously, i'm loving my life now! :D :D :D
life is soooooo cooooool when u get to do what u love the most kannn!
especially when u have those yg satu kepala and bole buat anything and everything yg kitorang nak!
ohhh loving life, thanks girls!

ladies and ladies, it's ladies nite.

i hate insomnia!!! go away! i'm freaking tired and about to lose my voice, but sadly i'm unable to sleep. macam cacat jeee! it's already 3 am in the morning and i've been trying to sleep since 12 kot? i badly need some help on how to get rid of this imsomnia attack!

okay since i can't seem to sleep, and since i'm already tired of trying to sleep (yes it's indeed tiring, and boring tooo!) so i decided to blog till i get sleepy. u must be wondering why am i about to lose my voice? well that's because, i've been cheering and screaming like God-knows-what during our uni event - ladies nite.

well the name tells it all, ladies nite is meant for ladies only. no guys are allowed to join. it was held in our big lecture hall (note that our lecture hall is like TGV cinema i tell u) i gotta say this, the ladies nite was awesome. yes rugi la to those yg tak datang and tak participate, we don't get to do this every month pun kan, so this is like the only time u can really mingle with everyone and have some fun!

the first part of our ladies nite was the runway! yes, that kind of runway. we had 4 categories altogether and those are doctor's dress, wedding dress, traditional dress and element of nature. and guess what, our super junior really kicked some ass for this, the dresses were gorgeous and the presentation was superb! okay u guys really deserve the first place :D

my batch too did a great job for the runway! they actually put a whole lot of effort for the dresses and all, too bad they can't capture the models in their beautiful dresses beforehand (time constraint u see) hence the presentation was lacking of the models' photos. but anyway, u guys did ur best and i must say the models look superb in their dresses!

and coming to the 2nd part of the event, the short movie! each batch was required to shoot a short film which include moral values in it. i gave up runway at the earliest because i was more interested in this! yerp, me and my friends were involved in the movie making. we shot a movie which consist of 3 different stories in it. there's one story about one lousy doctor who doesn't even know the proper way of taking BP, another story about a couple from tanah meshir(bak kata aina) who are unable to conceive their own child and lastly about a nenek jalan terkangkang-kangkang with 2 medical students berlumba2 trying to diagnose the nenek from afar.

it was fun working with the girls! haahahaha the girls are baz as the nenek, tqa hamdan as her daugter, aina as saudagar kaya from meshir and her adinda ninot, nadia as the intelligent and creative doctor, awien and fadi as the 2 medical students, yaya as halimah jongang (the lousy doctor's patient), husna as the lousy doctor's daughter(girlgirl) and lastly, haahahhaa me as the lousy doctor lalalala~ not to be forgotten, piah as the director, fatin as the camerawoman and fien as the editor!

okay let's make it short, we won the first place ;p it was all last minute work seriously. fien didn't even sleep because she was too busy editing the movie. the short movie was initially 20 minutes in total (tu pun afta discard so many scenes) but we just have to discard a few more scenes so that the movie is within the time limit. note that our nenek won the best supporting actress hahahaa. baz, finally impian kau untuk mencapub menjadi kenyataan! hahahahaha

and we have some awards too. sleeping beauty award goes to denin, paling bermoral award was supposed to be mine but zahidah got it hahaha, perempuan melayu terakhir goes to faizah and lastly, paling riuh goes to piah! congratz congratz!

the ladies nite was fun. it gets more exciting when all of us involve and participate! let's have another round of this next year! hahahaa okay semangat lebih kan? ;p but seriously, boring kot kalau asik duduk rumah and tak bercampur with ur own uni friends? kan?

okay la, i wrote all this because i'm too boring in the middle of the night! will try harder to sleep after this because i need to wake up early tomorrow for god's sake aku kena pegi pasar esok kottttt!!!!!!!!!! please let me sleep after this huaaa :( :( :(

k la, babai!

pelakon2 handalan wahahaha

housemates

because i have 24 hrs in a day

1- Copy Award Diatas Untuk Diletakkan Di Blog Anda

2- Nyatakan 5 Fakta Menarik Tentang Si Pemberi Award Ini (Faiz Parman)

- very2 friendly :)
- sgt bersemangat psl pape pon! especially belajar kot? and makanan? kan faiz kan? ;p
- helpful i must say
- pembekal cd microsoft office (dh bape kali reformat laptop kan!)
- tak bole makan mutton! kan kan?


3- Setiap Blogger Mestilah Menyatakan 10 Fakta Atau Hobi Diri Sendiri

1. anak abah! sampai cikgu2 pon tau! hahahah bukan ape, sebab mummy garang sket, abah lak suke melayan! ;p ;p ;p tapi rindu 2-2 huaaaa
2. cannot live without nasik. serious shit. melayu sejati kan saya? (2 hari tak makan nasik rasa mcm dah malnourished abis laa!)
3. sgt suke O&G so sila pray for me to become one in the future!
4. hobi saya tidur
5. impulsive buyer is so not me wahahahahahaaha
6. saya tak suka spend duit mahal2 utk benda yg boleh pakai sekali je.
7. hobi seterusnya adalah tidur dan tidur lagi.
8. prinsip hidup adalah kebahagiaan adalah hak milik setiap insan.
9. saya suka tengok perempuan cantik. (sama dengan suka tengok diri sendiri wahahahahaha tak ah, i biase2 jer cewah cewah camni baru humble kan hahahhah)
10. tidak selembut yang anda sangkakan (kalau anda bersangka baik la)


4-Anda Perlu Memilih 10 Penerima Award Seterusnya Dan Describe Tentang Mereka

1. NADIA TARMIZI - ni juara ponteng kelas tahun ini! saja je nak curi title aku last year kan ;p
2. SARAH LIL SIS - gangsta in the house! ini berpotensi untuk belasah kakak sendiri! meh sini kalau berani! hahahahah
3. BABY LIL SIS - ni paling cpt merajuk dalam rumah! nasib baik la budak kecik, terpakse bersabar lebih sket! hahahah
4. NADIA ISMAIL - ni otak paling tercemar dengan segala benda yg obscene. astaghfirullahalazimmm!
5. FARAH FARHANA - ni paling kuat tido yet paling genius dalam alam semesta. benci kau!
6. HAZIQAH AUNI - ni paling bersopan santun and lemah lembut and very observant! kan ;p
7. ELIDA HANAN - ni ada kereta dekat bangalore! huaaa jealousssss!
8. ARXAR NADHIRAH - ni sgt sweet and comel! future pharmacist!
9. AZAR SYAZWAN - ni paling suka MIA sebab tertido tengah2 alam. tlg percaya. ahhahaha

Arxar dear got me doing this :) ;

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
MONEY AND LOVE ding ding ding!

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
benda ke? the top that drives me mad.

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
impian ke? rumah sendiri. and beach wedding, obviously bukan port dickson atau morib. at least maldives la, AT LEAST. hahahahaha, impian kan.

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
i thinktong. tak main la rase2. wait and see :D

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
hua, saya memerlukan talian hayat. ahahaha. ini kasi jawab dalam hati sudeyh.

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
hm? mc d la kot.

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
buku kosong untuk tulis2.

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
tengku permaisuri nur zahirah lalala~

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
depends on situation. but i cant live without both.

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya
ramai ah. sekarang ni boleh terpk shahid kapoor je. ha gelak gelak.

11. Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
8 maybe tak cukup.

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
ye saye.

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
bora-bora island. kan dah cakap. ni wajib.

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
salah, pelukan DAN ciuman.

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai
1. cheesy wedges
2. chocolates ( crunchie especially)
3. kuah kacang mummy sumpah paling sedap dlm alam semesta.
4. high heels ding ding ding
5. make-up in general.
6. any types of dance.
7. concerts dan rakan2 beliau
8. balik malaysia
9. beaches
10. shopping la kot

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan
1. apekah? ("u orang 1st i jmpe yg suke sgt ckp apekah", kata little dinosour 2 years back)
2. ...KOT?
3. pergh
4. pasti!
5, cacat gila.
6. bongok.
6. semak ahhhh!
7. memang takkk!
8. alhamdulillah syukur nikmat! (aha ni tipu, tp akan dipraktkkan mulai saat ini)

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali. (this may vary from time to time)
1. blurry - POM
2. lovers and liars - mtchbook romance
3. rimas - fab cats
4. over my head- sum41
5. semua lagu secondhand serenade
6. miss u - finch
7. whine up - kat deluna
8. semua lagu chris daughtry (pergh suara dia sexy semerbak!)

20. 8 orang yg kamu mahu tag ?
- sape rase bosan buat la.

pisces

For Zahirah Tarmizi who have zodiac Pisces, below are their perfect match criteria :

Perfect Partners: Cancer, Scorpio
Nearly Perfect Partners: Taurus, Capricorn
Like Minded Souls: Pisces
Opposites Youre Attracted To: Leo, Libra
Learn From Your Differences: Aries, Aquarius
Not Your Destiny: Gemini, Sagittarius
Astrological Hell: Virgo

seriously, does it make sense? i secretly think it does. hahahahahaahhaa. secretly tahi lembumu.

when the rain starts to fall

which one of these is true?

A. i am invisible
B. u dun know what i feel
C. u're just too blind to see
D. u think u're so cool

which ever u think is true, it's important for u to know that i'm honest with u, friend.

p/s : friendship isn't a game. if u be my good friend, i'll be ur greatest friend, i swear.

btw, if ada masalah perut buncit, jgn malu2 k, click here

ayah pin

weh korang, 9 jam shopping hari ni. kerugian tak payah cerita, sama macam beli tanah pusaka nenek kau campur beli bangunan 10 tingkat dekat kl. okay tentulah itu haiperbola je kan, tapi u can imagine kerugian poket beserta duit dalam vijaya bank atm. pergh duit mengalir deras lagi deras daripada air hujan lebat yang dah campur dengan air kencing manusia + anjing + lembu dan rakan2 mereka bile bangalore di landa musim tengkujuh.

tapi sebenarnye nak ckp, TAK KESAH PONNNNN! :) sebab i am totally gembire bila dapat belanjakan banyak2 duit and dapat barang2 yg sangat2 di adore in return, sama gembira macam ibu yang dapat baby comel secomel snow white campur muke ira banyak2 sket awww.

and i brought home new items to be added in my lipglosses&lipsticks collection. 2 new lipsticks. bila balik bukak nak try balik, rupenye the salesperson gave me the wrong shade. cis! memula cam bengang ah lepas tu bila try the new shade, pergh cantik pulak! camanekahhhh? memula ingat nak pegi balik esok and tukar the shade, tapi sebab macam cantik, rasa macam nak pegi just untuk beli the shade yang i tak dapat tu. boleh kan boleh kan? weh, duit boleh di cari (tak payah cari sebab ehemehem bagi every month untuk perbelanjaan di bangalore) tapi kegembiraan tu lebih bermakna dari duit. i think i'm gonna get myself the lipstick i intended to buy earlier, and keep these 2 shades senyap2 in my ever-so-bulging make-up bag. tapi keputusan ni belum muktamad, but akan diteliti sebelum tidur karang. tapi hati kata kegembiraan adalah hak milik setiap insan, maka apa yang lebih penting adalah kepuasan diri dan kegembiraan yang sejati. weh, hati boleh dipercayai kan? kan kan?

and walaupun tadi dah sakit2 pinggang shopping sampai 9 jam, i still have some unsettled business in mng. aku dah agak dahhhh!!!! menyesal tak beli je dari awal! i'm madly in love with this one top, harga not to be mentioned tapi yang penting lebih daripada 4 keping duit kertas diperlukan so sebab tu tadi macam nak beli ke tak nak nak beli ke tak nak. sebab sebenarnya keluar nak cari benda lain kan tapi i end up buying SEVERAL other things yang bernilai tanah pusaka nenek kau campur bangunan 10 tingkat dekat kl. and balik rumah tanpa membeli barang yang telah diniatkan untuk dibeli. damn.

tadi lepas keluar mng pegi jalan2 habiskan sisa2 duit beli barang2 lain lepas tu siap dah makan minum melayan perut yang tak berapa besar, tetiba cam tekad nekad dan yakin untuk pegi balik mng untuk mencapai kebahagiaan dan kegembiraan sejati. tapi malangnya kegembiraan sejati bukan milik i pada malam ni sebab mng dah turunkan pintu besi tu sampai separuh tapi walaupun begitu hati masih kental kata ala mesti boleh masuk punya cakaplah nak amek baju and terus bayar tak perlu try2 sbb dah penat try tadi tapi pak guard tak bagi masuk jugak huaaa.

hari ni kegembiraan sejati gagal dicapai. TAPIIII - esok masih ada. and seperti yang telah diperkatakan, kegembiraan adalah hak milik setiap insan, maka dengan itu dear mng, esok kita settlekan semua persengketaan di antara kita okay! i promise i'll give u the money and u can give me my happiness.

eh little dinosour tuduh i kata i ni impulsive buyer. weh, mana ada! kalau impulsive buyer mesti i dah beli time tu jugak tapi mana ada kan kan kan. siap dah pegi kedai lain habiskan sisa2 duit, siap dah makan2 kasi perut happy, siap dah basah2 sebab otw balik dalam auto hujan lebat, siap dah mandi and shampoo rambut, siap dah makan mee sup yang izz masak, siap dah golek2 atas katil, esok baru nak pegi beli. ha, that's not impulsive so jgn tuduh2 i. tak baik okay! ;p

by the way, sekarang lagi satu persengketaan dengan lipstick ni. camane ha? wah, persengketaan demi persengketaan. hish, takpe2, kegembiraan adalah hak milik setiap insan, itulah prinsip hidup i pada hari ini, hari esok dan hari2 yang bakal mendatang.

p/s : duit tak mampu memberi kebahagiaan, tapi duit mampu membeli kebahagiaan. maknanya duit yang duduk senyap2 di bank tak mampu buat anda tersenyum, tapi duit yang telah digunakan untuk membeli barang2 kegemaran anda pasti akan membuat anda tersenyum sehingga esok pagi. wakakakak. ajaran sesat siot. dah dah, kau tak payah nak ikut lepas tu kata ni ajaran sesat daripada ira. tak pepasal aku setaraf dengan ayah pin pulak nanti!

independent is the new sexy

i can't believe in this modern century, there are still girls who rely totally on her boyfriend! what i meant by totally is when the girl expects the bf to do every single simple thing for her, though she's capable for doing it herself.

i understand that it is every girl's dream to have a hero that will always stand beside her and protect her from any harm. well duh, we girls wud at least dreamt of this once. we wud want our heroes to be tough, macho, strong, and anything that describes a hero (no we don't want anything like abang lembik) despite of all the strength that the guy should have, it doesn't mean that we girls should act weak, naive, stupid, helpless, clueless and useless!

well surprisingly, some girls do act that way - err, a little too much. i get it that the bfs wud love to help and to protect the gfs and he will definitely love the feeling that his gf can't do a thing without him by her side, and that unofficially makes him a hero - only to that particular girl. but then again, u're just a bf, she can leave u anytime and u'll no longer be a hero. (- . -')

well on the other side, as a girl, isn't it ashame? depending too much on a guy who's just your bf? for god's sake he's just a bf, let's spell it out - b.o.y.f.r.i.e.n.d! acting weak, naive, stupid, helpless, clueless and useless just so the bf can do more and more things for u is beyond pathetic. it doesn't have to be that way. u don't have to look pitiful to get attention - that's an old trick weh.

superwoman is cool! i adore independent girls. though she has her bf available for her at any time of the day, she won't be gedik-ing asking for help. i mean, not always to the extend that bf can't have his own space for his own living. it's crucial to be able to differentiate between 'mintak tolong' and 'menyusahkan orang'.

get up girls, independent is the new sexy. plus boyfriends nowadays are not those u can trust 100% (hahah sorry ;p) but yeah that's how it is. so let's not depend totally on the bf, give them some space to breathe and enjoy his life while letting urself to enjoy more of ur life :)

p/s : i agree some bfs are really dependable and it's hard to resist, but to switch urself into a totally dependent gf is a real no-no.

p/s : my bf is truly realible and dependable, but i choose not to bully u now. ;p

hikmah di sebalik ponteng class.

my friends are having lectures now, and i'm home stuffing my stomach with lots and lots of fatty stuffs. i woke up at 7am for some business in the bathroom, and later i can't resist to lie myself down on my super comfort bed with the intention to wake up at 7.20am.

guess what, i failed. i woke up at 815am instead and it's impossible for me to reach the hospital before the class starts. so why work for something impossible? i closed my eyes - got immersed in a very very deeeep sleep till noon. woke up around 1130am only to decide another thing - "aahhh malas la nak pegi lecture petang, ponteng ahhh" kata orang tua2, alang-alang menyeluk pekasam, biar sampai ke pangkal lengan :) consider that as my panduan hidup pada hari ini.

so, what's exactly the hikmah di sebalik ponteng class? i received a parcel from new zealand at 1pm today :D :D :D if i wasn't at home, i might get the parcel a little later, so i now know why i decided to just stay at home today! haahaha, for that parcel! the parcel wasn't just for myself, it was for me and yaya :) and it's from our lovely lovely friends - suzie and zati! there's a postcard, 2 nz tshirts, and 2 chocolates! i so love i so love! thanks a bunch to our ex-roommates in kms. hehehe. pls note that suzie was yaya's roommate and zati was my roommate. we're just exchanging roommates, i am now with yaya and suzie is with zati. sgt rinduuu!

really hope for u both to come over here! cuti korang panjang2 duit pon banyak bole la datang siniii! cuti kitorang sikit :( sobsob!

once again, THANK YOU ZATI AND SUZIE!!!!! sayang korang amat! heheheheh tapi disebabkan korang tak bagi pantun pecah kaca pecah gelas sudah baca harap balas so kitorang tatau lagi nk balas ke tak. ahahahahaha ;p roommate terbaek la korang :) mwaaahhhhhh!

p/s : kenapa cucur ikan bilis aku tak sedap macam mak aku punyaaa?? tak sedap mcm mak punya tak maksud cucur ikan bilis aku tak sedap okay. tlg paham ayat betul2.

my school mag is cooler than urs!

ahahah seriously! was flipping thru these old pages of my school mag today :) yup if u're wondering, i brought along my cool school mag to india! other school mags can't be any cooler than mine, wahahaha sorry i was born with this prominent trait of 'perasan' and further acquired this trait in this school :D girl school rocks!

here are some of my favourite pages. be prepared with the fact that my face is anywhere and everywhere in that mag. don't u get my point?! lalalalala~~

my very own page. click to enlarge.
pardon my 'poyoness'. hey, school girl is supposed to be 'poyo' heee ;p

some stickers of us

my dearly missed bed-mate!

nad, she actually got that nickname - superstar.
"kak nad superstar" remember?

farah and her craps about a newly discovered princess. blueks ;p

random pics in the hostel. i love :)

we do have a gothic babe in school! my very own dormmate!

she rocks a.k.a syiro!

i wud say this is the most creative page by erna! click to enlarge!

oh muz dear! whatever she wrote is just so true!

the gangsta.

envy us! am sure u don't have this in ur school back then! hahaha

this is hilarious. note every character is this so-called
"ada apa dengan aenn?"
-those pics really speak for itself :) -

botol ayer = handphone
reban = warden

click to see naz's description about me! hahahaha

and this quiet girl pulls out some jokes on her page.
i likeeee!

are we born with this 'trait'? hahaahahaha. i miss us :D

my husband and kids hoho

nak sambung pasal berangan. please don't bother to read kalau macam tak larat nak baca fantasi-fantasi i okay. of course, studying is better than reading my blog :)

my kids! wait, speaking about kids, i just had a class of mechanism of labor earlier this day! weh nak beranak bukan senang dowww! ingat teran nak beranak sama macam teran nak berak ke? memang tak ah weh! hari tu pun i saje2 pegi labor room lepas tu tercongok kat situ buat muke kental tak tahu malu sebab nk tunggu jugak orang beranak! and berkat muka tak malu i dengan baz, kitorang dapat tengok 1 normal delivery hari tu. normal tak normal, sakit tetap sakit. lepas baby dah kuar, kena plak tunggu placenta (uri2) tu keluar, mane boleh main tarik2 je placenta tu macam main tarik tali. lepas tu, damage dekat sekitar vagina tu boleh nampak dengan sangat jelas okay. hey i bukan nak cerita obscene ke apa tapi ni knowledge yang i think i should share with u people especially those of u yang have no idea about delivery. i sebagai perempuan rasa macam omggggg takut gila kot sebab macam lepas delivery tu vagina tu macam rabak je? ye, rabak. lepas tu the respective doctor kena jahit balik dekat vagina tu. shit serious macam jahit kain, macam dulu2 i jahit kain untuk buat batu seremban. weh kalau i jahit vagina orang tu macam jahit batu seremban tertutup la balik semua semua kan? whahaha wtf. ini inner joke. sapa yang paham diam2 sudah sapa tak paham, abaikan inner joke ini.

walaupun bukan i yang beranak, tapi tengok orang tu beranak tibe2 macam my pain receptor got stimulated so tibe2 rasa macam wahh takutnye nak beranak and tibe2 macam terus teringat mummy kat rumah! serious korang kena sayang mummy ibu amma emak mama ummi korang sampai mati hidup semula pun kena sayang gila2 jugak sebab diorang sanggup susah payah lahirkan korang. ha, tu tazkirah hari ni (hey, i pun reti bagi tazkirah okay, jgn pandang rendah dkt i okay!)

okay that's about it. doakan i jadi obstetrician okay? :) okay back to topic, my kids! or my future kids, to be precise. i nak 3 anak paling kurang, kalau terlebih tu rezeki la kan tapi kalau boleh tanak la ramai sangat nanti nak naik mpv pun tak muat takkan nk kena beli lori atau bus kot? lagipun mane boleh lawan cita2 denin yang nak 9 orang anak. nanti denin marah. tak boleh tak boleh.

ha my kids ni kan, dari kecik i nak ajar diorang art. er, tak, bukan i la yang ajar i reti ape tah psl art. i meant to say, i nak hantar diorang pegi blajar art. tak kesah la music ke, painting ke, dance ke, acting ke, poetry ke (mana tau i lahirkan usman awang jr ;p) whatever janji art. why? sebab i rasa art plays a big role in our life. i tak kata la kalau tak buta seni nnti pendek umur ke apa, tapi to me, seni ni boleh buat hidup seseorang tu lagi fun, bermakna, relax, dapat express apa yang tak terexpress through other things etc etc. to put it in simple words, seni ni maybe bukan satu keperluan, tapi seni dapat lengkapkan life seseorang. and kenapa nak hantar dari kecik? sebab kau tak boleh belajar seni dalam masa yang singkat. right? macam i, i sangat suka music, dance and acting to be frank. tapi i tak dapat good exposure on these things. as far as i remember, i start dance and acting since sekolah rendah, itu pun through kelab-kelab kebudayaan. so korang pun tau la kan, setakat kelab kebudayaan kat sekolah tu, kena la tunggu hari guru atau hari sukan atau sambutan hari raya untuk buat persembahan2 tu semua kan. so walaupun i start dari sekolah rendah, i still rasa tak cukup. and music, i love music for god's sake! tapi exposure i kepada music lagi lah lambat kecuali recorder, tapi i tak suke recorder. i paling suke guitar, tapi itu tu i start take up guitar class masa form 3, tak lama lepas tu dah kena pergi boarding school, lepas tu on and off je main guitar. so rasenye, kalau i dapat early exposure, mungkin tak macam ni. so that explains why.

next, i nak diorang join debate. i so love debate. nak jadi debater, confidence mesti mau mantap. and confidence tu sangat penting kot dalam hidup. kalau tahap confidence tinggi, u'll shine so bright no matter what. tapi kalau tahap confidence samar2, orang pun nampak kau samar2 la kan. and as a mom (cewah cewah), i mesti la nak my kids semua confident2 belaka kan! ha maka demi usaha menanam keyakinan yang tinggi pada anak2, i akan cube buat diorang suka debate and make them join the debate.

i nk jadi mummy yang sporting tapi tegas dengan my kids. i nak jadi mummy yang tolong make-upkan anak dia untuk school prom, and juga mummy yang marah anak dia kalau anak dia buat salah. ehh, time ni dah tua sangat kannn? ahahaha kenapa terus terberangan bila anak dah besar? tak tak, masa anak i kecik2 lagi, kalau yg boy i nak rambut die panjang sket lepas tu ada ekor kat rambut dia! waaa mesti macho hensem bergaya! kalau yang girl i nak belikan colorful accessories for her so that i leh buat tocang for her, boleh ikat rambut 2, boleh buat sanggul (erk that's too old for a kid hahah) and macam2. wah comelnye babybaby i!

eh dah la, cukup berangan tuk malam ni. weh lately i banyak cakap mengarut2 kan. hey biarlah, blog memang tempat untuk mengarut pun kan! yes esok saturday takde class! okay la i need my beauty sleep, mau tido sampai tengahari, takpe kan? ala takpe tido sampai tengahari sementara takde laki and anak2. wahahaha. dah ah ira, kau ni mengarut tak sudah! okay nite2~!

saya ada masalah peribadi

sekarang jam waktu tempatan bangalore menunjukkan 2.30 pagi tepat setepat-tepatnya. ini agak depresi sebab tak dapat tidur lagi. shoot la nape i tak tido lagi.

i dah golek2 since pukul 1 pagi tepat. still awake though. nampaknye esok i bakal tertinggal bus pegi hospital lagi. terpaksa spend beberapa rupees naik auto pegi hospital. kau ingat naik auto murah ke? walaupun hodoh terasa macam naik lembu pegi hospital tapi auto dekat bangalore tetap mahal.

tapi bus to baptist hospital gerak at 7.30 am (according to new bus schedule tu la) hah 7.30 am memang tak la. 7.30 am - highest probability is i tengah mandi or kalau awal sikit maybe tengah depan cermin buang taik mata.

oleh yang demikian, apa kata i decide sekarang - esok pegi naik auto je lah! tak payah aku nak berkejar2 mandi siap2 pastu terkedek2 lari dekat bus yang dah start jalan. ah malas.

i think i need someone to tell me bed time stories, yes, every night!

jom kite main kawin2.

malam ni rasa agak relax la maybe sebab tkde assignments yang perlu disiapkan. seronok. tibe-tibe rase mcm esok hari sabtu plak kan, relax satu macam. ceyh agak2 la kan sabtu. pdhal esok baru jumaat. pagi ada clinical O&G smpai tengahari. tu dah cukup kasi pusing kepale i okay! petang jumaat i lagi depresi sebab ade class teori clinical subjects, 4 subjects stret amek kau! 2 subjects terakhir memang i akan termenung pandang doctor tu bersyarah berhujah menumpahkan segala ilmu-ilmu di dada beliau sambil er - sambil termenung je. hey, that's better than tido tersengguk2 right? (ha ni pasti ade yang terasa wahahahahahahahahahaha)

tiba-tiba (ceh, semua pun tiba-tiba kan, tipu betul!) mood malam ni rasa macam nak berangan. ahaha tak! padahal i berangan tiap2 malam cume malam ni je rase nk write it all out kan. bukan berangan benda bukan2 astaghfirullahalazimmmm! ni berangan pasal future yang still full of mystery. ceh macam misteri nusantara pulak kan.

lately bila bukak facebook, gmbar kawan i kawin bersepah2. pergh. adekah sekarang ni memang trend kawin awal? atau sebenarnye tkde la awal pun tapi i je rasa diorang kawin awal sebab i ni yang kawin lambat? er? ade a friend of mine, same age, siap letak gmbar ultrasound her very own unborn baby in facebook! wah, gile lah padahal dulu sama2 ponteng sekolah lepas tu berfoya-foya dekat sunway pyramid dengan pakai baju sukan sekolah and track suit serious comot tapi tak kire jugak sebab time tu rase jadi nakal and comot adalah perkara paling cool dalam alam semesta. yes it was. hahaha. and now she's becoming a mother!

okay, i still belajar. baru 2nd year for god's sakeeee 2nd year baruuuuu! most of my friends are in their final year now, in fact ramai jugak yang dah start keje and ade yang dah berkira2 nak sambung master wtf wtf. i jangankan master, nak dapat degree pun lg 4 tahun paling kurang.

okay sebenarnye nak berangan kan, tiba2 plak terkenang nasib, apekah! hahahaa. okay everybody has a thing about wedding right! me too! tak salah berangan walaupun berangan lebih2 melampau2 kononnye kau bakal kawin dengan donald trump yang kaya raya tu kan. name pun berangan, sedangkan mat jenin boleh berangan atas pokok, ape lagi ira yang tengah golek2 atas katil. yes jom join i berangan.

wedding - once in a lifetime. unless kau dah pasang niat nak kawin 4-5 kali tu memang murni gile lah niat kau kan. erk note that i may sound materialistic wahahaha but wtf girls are all like that kalau tak maybe kau bukan perempuan sejati kot ahahaa. dulu2 (in fact sampai sekarang) i rase kawin ni best sebab dapat pakai baju kawin yang cantik. okay kesian husband i kan rasa terbiar sebab i lagi pentingkan baju kawin daripada die hahaha sorry darling ;p u know u love me kan, eh, u know i love u! so i rase la kan, i will get excited the most bile nak pilih my wedding gown! i pasti akan pilih wedding gown yang paling cun melecun menawan kalbu yang bile dah pakai rase tanak cabut smpai rase nk tido dengan wedding gown tu! tapi kite orang melayu kan, mane ade pakai gown2 ni kan mase kawin. sigh. standard baju kawin melayu mesti ala2 baju kebaya kain songket camtu kan tapi cun jugak cume just rase nak jugak pakai wedding gown yg kembang2 macam cinderella tu! bole la bole la bole laaaaaaaaaa!

next, mcm biase la, photographer mesti mau yg mantap. setakat pakai camera 7.1 mega pixel tanak ah weiiii. kate nak buat album kawin kan, ha, i nak pakai macam2 jenis baju kawin untuk photoshoot. tak kire la baju kawin orang jawa ke, korea ke cina ke africa ke kadazan ke penan ke jakun ke, tak kesah, semua nak! nak buat album kawin yang tebal besar tu nnti dah kawin boleh bawak album satu gabak tu suro sedara mara tengok time kite melawat diorang. wahahahaa. suro! and gmbar kawin sume tanak la posing control cun atau handsome sebab kite tak perlu nak control2 semua ni kan sebab we're born with it so ape kate kite pose rock2 sket baru arr macam rockstar kawin kan! ha! itu memang stylo!

lepas tu honeymoon. ha, ni banyak pakai duit ni tapi tak kire, i'll leave it to u honey :) hahahahahaha honeymoon part 1 mesti la bora-bora island tak kire tak kire nak pegi jugak kalau tak i mogok tanak masak tanak pegi keje tanak buat pape langsung ha padan muke hahahah memang takde sape nak kawin ngan aku la kan kalau buat perangai camni ;p tapi bora-bora is so irresistable u mesti nak bawak i pegi sane kan sayang kan kan kan! i know u will ;p ;p ;p okay, tu part 1. lepas dah sengkek and makan nasik dengan kicap selama sebulan (dan dan sebulan je kan), kite plan our honeymoon part 2, part 3, part 4 dan seterusnye, k sayang k? please jangan bawak i honeymoon dekat port dickson atau genting highland. i dah pegi berjuta kali so kalau u surprise i la konon for our honeymoon sekali tengok2 dekat port dickson memang i merajuk 10 tahun okay!

i rase my entry dah cukup panjang kot ala tapi tak cerita lagi pasal me and my kids! that's the best part of it kot wahahaha belum pape dah ade sifat keibuan nih ha i rase i memang calon ibu yang baik nie! pergh ni kalau anak i bace balik ape yg mummy die tulis mesti die cam ya rabbi camni ke mak aku dulu2 ahahaha dah dah, esok malam i sambung psl me and my kids okay! :D :D :D

wake me up when september ends.

i gotta say this out loud : -

I THINK U'RE STILL LIVING IN YOUR PAST GLORY!

kesian gila. how do i wake u up without making u whine in fear of facing ur ever-so-gloomy era?

now i feel like laughing out loud. HAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.

i just think u're simply pathetic.

hide and seek

2nd post of the day, hahaha wtf. it's already late! nope i'm not skipping tomorrow's class no wayyyyy! (ceh bunyi macam student yg tak nak ketinggalan lecture kan pdhal risau attendance yg dah mcm telur di hujung tanduk wtf wtf)

okay seriously, i think i need to find myself! yes i'm talking about ira! she's lost somewhere helpppp!!! due so some overrated external and internal pressure ( ye kawan2, pressure terbahagi kepada 2 iaitu luaran dan juga dalaman) some bad bad bad influence, own silly silly thoughts etcetera etcetera, ira is now - a rockstar. haha tak tak. ira is now - a - a - ape haaa? tah.

okay this is craps u can stop reading now, yes please.

i dunno how to describe. i just feel different. i think i do think differently now. i see things differently, i react differently, i speak differently, i do everything differently which is - depressing! i find myself becoming more and more complicated ( i said more and more, i didn't mean i was a simple person before - at least not in the recent past) , apparently i am becoming harsh to people ( no i was nothing like that before cecey) and i make terrible decisions - i mean, really terrible!

simple is boring. but being complicated, i can't seem to handle myself and the situation well. not that i wanna be one, but i accidentally lead my life this way. sounds sucky but whatever, it does. and yes yes i can't afford to stay patient urut2 dada tahan sabar atau sumpah seranah bergelen2 dalam hati sebab tanak terlepas la kan, guess what, to hell with that! whatever ppl's past and current perception on me, good or bad, i suggest u to forget about it now because i'm still in this unstable phase and i might change from good to bad or maybe from bad to good (if only) anytime from now so yek, tak perlu any judgement daripada siapa2 yang tah kenal aku tah tidak.

the most hated part - decisions! omg benci! i am a terrible decision maker and therefore, i will not decide anything anything anything at all! u wish okay! and so i will just go wherever the wind takes me.

told ya to stop reading because these are all craps. and yet u're still reading. wahaha. kau memang takde keje kan.

where's ira lalalala?

- she's playing hide and seek. mari kita cari. eh, siapa tanak cari sudah.

sampah masyarakat

dengar sini,
aku sentap sikit la kan,
kau nak berlagak dengan apa yg kau ada atau lagi tepat kalau aku cakap pernah ada tapi lepas tu tak kemana pun because u're still there,
and then nak belittle orang sebab kau rasa kau hebat macho superb fastastik bombastik ape kejadah kan,

aku nak tanye la kan,
kau tak rase malu ke?
kalau kau rasa kau hebat, tak takut ke one day yg kat atas tu tarik balik semua dari kau sebab kau berlagak mcm haram?
or kalau kau rasa kau hebat gile, kau tak rase ke sebenarnye ada berjuta2 orang lagi hebat dari kau?
kalau kau rasa kau seronok sangat nak belittle others,
aku rasa tak lama lagi kau akan rasa lagi teruk dari tu.

so aku rase la kan,
baik kau ready je la mentally and physically,
aku tanak la doa kan buruk utk lu bro,
tapi aku rasa ni bukan first time kau suke suke hati pandang rendah kat orang,
pandai2 pikir la kan,
aku rasa otak kau takde la sampah sangat kan untuk fikir common sense,
so bro, enjoy la hari2 hebat zaman kegemilangan kau sementara masih ada,
sebab lepas ni tak mustahil orang2 yg kau hina yg kau rasa sampah sangat tu buat the same thing dekat kau.

note to a specific someone : kitorang sume tau la history lu bro! tak payah nak kecah2 bajet hebat superstar kejadah, kang aku bukak cerita kau jugak yg malu!

p/s : i'm saying this for the 2nd time, don't boast around with what u have, they're not purely yours anyway! :)